Feel it cutting into me, the doubting painful knife
Feel it deepening the rift, finally hit just right
Couldn't take the love I had, so weak and burning low
But it grew into a weapon only hurting me, this I know
Is nonfictionSo good with numbers, science, math I like
But I'm terrible at English so I despise
This part of me that wants a simple right or wrong
And I feel that everything I choose will always be falseAnd today this homework
About me, a blank sheet
Accomplished, content with
This life I will now live
Til I think why are we
Just sometimes no always
Saying how we're sad and
Saying how we're lonelyCan you even read the blackboard written clear as can be
Can you even read his mind, see that kid's lost fantasy
Can you even find the one who dyed his red heart to black
Hey who could it be, hey someone tell meCan you even solve the question with your abacus yet
Can you even stop the rope from hanging him by his neck
Did we really choose it right saying we're okay this way
Hey just tell me how, it's not like I care nowCounting days like numbers, they all pass their prime
And again hypnotically swimming through time
Behind the power and guards I put up
I hide
Knowing they had long diedFrom problems, my resolve
Just can't solve that homework
Accomplished, content with
This life I will now live
Til I think and he speaks
That demon inside us
Saying let me just leave
Saying someone kill meCan you even read the blackboard written clear as can be
Can you even read his mind, see that kid's lost fantasy
Can you even find the one who dyed his red heart to black
Hey who could it be, hey someone tell meCan you even solve the question with your abacus yet
Can you even stop the rope from hanging him by his neck
Did we really choose it right saying we're okay this way
Hey just tell me how, hey just tell me howCan you even say the formula of area now
Can you even scream the dreams you swore would never go out
Who was the one who let my hopes just curl up die
Hey who could it be, no it's gotta beJust open up your eyes, why don't you grow up and see
But what the hell is growing up and tell me when will I be
Can a single person out there just explain it to me
Hey just tell me how, it's not like I care now
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RandomI had to rewrite this story because I accidentally deleted it. The story might be written a little differently from the last time I wrote it