Everyone has a fear. Fears change throughout our lives and they keep us from doing stuff. My fear was falling in love. I met a girl and that’s exactly what happened. I fell for her. I thought she did too, but she never did. After being together for almost a year, she leaves me for a friend that was like a brother to me.
I have to learn to say goodbye and move on. But how can I move on if she’s always over with him. Things don’t get better overnight. They need time to glue themselves together because if they move too quickly they can shatter again. They expect me to be over it after 3 weeks of me finding out they were dating behind my back. I can’t…. I won’t forget the way they made me feel. Even if I wanted to, I can’t. It’s constantly playing in my mind when I walked in on them kissing.
What did I do wrong? Was I not good enough? I fell for you and you let me fall. You never catched me. You promised you would, Melanie.
