You're My Destiny

Chapter 44

Mina POV

All the way to her home, both of us were stay silent. This was the first time we were in this of situation. She all the way was facing rear window to avoid any eyes contact with me. What was wrong with her? This was first time I saw she was mad. Besides, this was the first time we fight. I sometimes would glance at the side mirror reflected that she was wiping her tears. I placed the tissue to her lap then after a while she took the tissue to wipe off her tears. The journey to her house only take 10 minutes from my apartment. However, I choose the busy road to go. Therefore, its took 30 minutes to her house. I was sad that she decided to leave me just like that as she forget our promised.

I sighed. Once I reached her home, I held her upper arm making her sighed.

"What is it now?" She said coldly without facing me.

"Now you're leaving me doesn't mean that I'm going to give up on our relationship. I still believe on our promise. Right now, I agreed to send you home is because I'm giving you a break. I will find you when I found out what was happening between us." I said and sighed.

"I'm sorry for making you sad when I'm not even know what's going on and that I'm oblivious to you. But, please take care when I'm not with you." I said.

"That's all?" She asked coldly.

"Yes." I said dejectedly slowly let go her upper arm.

She quickly opened my car and shut the door. That's it, she leaving me just like that. I don't care if I could get as slap or punch from her. I quickly out from my car to reach her. While she was pulling the luggage, I spun her back to plant my lips on her. At first she was push me away but I tightened my gripped over her waist. I deepened the kiss then slowly she returned the kiss. I was hoping she will changed her mind and back to me. However, I couldn't put any high hope for that. Once we pulled away, her face was the look I was missed the most. Her face was soften, but too soon she back to her cold face.

"Good bye, Mina." She said turned back.

I watched till she entered the house and my heart sank. How I wish she turning back or run back to me. I sighed. After that, I start drove away from her house with heavy heart. I don't even feel like want to listen to any music because those song only lead me back to me memory with Chaeyoung. I off the radio and drive back to my house. My empty house. Before I used to stay here alone and its feel fine but when Chaeyoung move in with me I feel how empty it is. Now, its feel empty again without her with me. I am empty with Chaeyoung.

Once I reached my room, I feel like want to sleep instead. I feel so tired. When I saw my dressing table, my heart sank. I saw Chaeyoung's ring was left on my dressing table. I reached it and looked at it. All memory came back to my mind. Finally, I let my tears out. All the pain just came out from my mind. I let myself cried it out. My heart finally can't handle it anymore. This is my first time I'm crying hard for someone. Why did Chaeyoung do this to me? What have I done to her for her just leaving me hanging like this? All we had been together almost a years were just like a dreamed and it just ended like this. I gripped both of my hands to my chest tight and continue cried. Those kind of pain really indescribable. My tears flowed uncontrollable.

Flashback

"Chaengie." I called her.

She hummed continue watch a movie.

"Thank you." I said to her.

She then turned to me. She looked at me with smiled and pecked my lips.

"What for baby? Is it because I cook a real food for you today?" She said smirked.

I chucked then pinched her nose.

"Yeah, thank you for that too. What I mean is, thank you for existed. Thank you for wait for me. Thank you for not forgetting me. Thank you for being part of me. Like literally, thank you for everything." I said.

"Aww, you're so sweet. Hmm, thank you to you too. Because you accepting me for me being me." She said.

"I really glad to have you in my life, Chaengie. Like really. I don't even feel like this before with someone else. Could your promise that whatever is going to happen between both of us, we have to stick together and don't leave each other? I can't bare to lose you, Chaengie. Nope, I can't leave without you." I said.

She nodded my head eagerly.

"Of course dorky. I won't leave you. I promise." She said.

End of flashback

I keep cried remember those promise that we make it. How could she just forget her promise and leave me just like that? I realised Chaeyoung have something that she still didn't tell me. I actually want to know but I decided to respect her. I found out her left wrist have a scar while her right knuckle have some cut of scar too. I only asked about it once, but her face turn pale when I asked her about it. She totally looked off and I decide to just leave the question alone. I was wondering what have she been going through during her past? I know she once told me about her family have been threaten and that lead to once of our encounter back then. But, I don't know if that have connection to her scar.

I have been with her almost a years and she always full of joy and fun. This is the first time I seeing her with that looked. Hurt, mad, sad and anxious all in one. I sighed. I wish I could know everything about her. I looked around my room and I can't help to cried even more. Every single of this room remind me of her. I wish I could turned back the time. Where we were happy together. I just let myself rest on the bed alone, sniffed all her left scene on our bed. I cried alone hugging myself. I missed her so much now. How I wish she was here to tell me that everything would be fine. We are going to be fine. I looked back at our promise ring and I kiss it. I placed her ring into my finger. I will keep it and I promise to bring us back. I will return it to her owner back. I promise.

-yeah, I know its hurt 😬-