Did a game of Mario Kart change everything?
Clay and George had always been friends but something happened in middle school that shattered it all.
Now in high school Clay and George are doing there own thing.
Clay the popular football player.
George...
Just so you all know I mean no disrespect toward anyone in this chapter I am sure Clays mother is a wonderful person.
Clay POV:
God all Clay wanted to do is smash his lips into Georges. He looked into the brunettes eyes as they sat on the bleachers.
I wanted to say anything everything but I knew I couldn't.
I began by saying " What do you want to do for the coding project "?
He started saying " Clay what happened to us ".
I wanted to tell him everything every single word I could have said but didn't.
I just responded with a " Lets just get this project over with ".
George looked broken. I knew he became a addict I knew he took up drinking and I also knew he hooked up every other day.
I also know I broke him. It was not my intention but I didn't have a choice.
*Flashback to when I got home*
CLAY! My mother shrieked from the other room.
What? I called back.
She responded with a do not raise your voice at me young man. I just rolled my eyes and began taking of the shoes.
I walked through the arch and into the kitchen where the first thing I noticed; the smell.
My mother was drinking again. She had quit for the shortest time but began again.
I walked into the kitchen and was 1 inch away from being hospitalized because she threw an empty beer bottle at me. The glass shattered and spread all across the kitchen floor.
She looked at me and asked " Clay where were you ".
I replied with a " At My friends house ".
She said " Better have not been at the little ***** house, what's his name again George isn't it "?
Yes mother I said.
She got up from her spot on the counter and got a shard of glass from the bottle she had thrown at me.
She pinned me against the wall and put the glass against my neck and told me " If you don't break your little friendship with that **** I will fucking cut you up into little pieces and burn you.
I could smell the liquor on her breath.
That's when I broke down and cried, begged anything.
She knew George was my best friend but what she didn't know is that I had feelings for him. I loved him I never told him because he was convinced we were both straight I didn't want anything ruining our friendship.
That's when I called George and said the hardest words I have ever said in my entire life.
When I was done my mom let me go and walked back to her spot on the counter drinking a mix of different hard liquors.
I stumbled up into my room and collapsed on my bed and began sobbing. I cried until I had no tears left to cry.
I sobbed myself to sleep and woke up dizzy and with a head ache.
I sat up on my bed and looked in the corner.
I saw my guitar in the corner on its stand.
Before my dad died he sung to me when I couldn't sleep or whenever I was upset he would sing to me.
I stood up from my spot on my bed and grabbed my guitar and pick.
I sat back down and reached for my binder on the desk next to me.
I opened up to a song I wrote called Chemicals.
( Listen to Chemicals by Dean Lewis (ACOUSTIC). Good song.)
I began playing the instrumental. And shortly after began humming a song I had wrote when I was younger.
*Back to present time*
Heloooooooooooooo.
Earth to Clay! George whisper shouted.
Huh? I responded.
He asked were you even listening?
I shook my head and he sighed and began speaking Well I was Hehe
I interrupted him by hugging him. It was a hug that was needed.
He sat still and pushed me of him and told me What the fuck Clay?
What? I said?
He said " Why do you do this to me ".
You play with my feelings then just leave me.
Sorry but I don't think us working on this project is going to work out. Sorry I have to do this to you Clay but you don't know how much you broke me when you told me we couldn't be friends.
"I was destroyed you were my world and that all came crashing down". He said.
I just looked down at my hands then back into his eyes.
I began speaking softly " I know I broke you, if I could explain it I would but its too risky for me and for you ".
He just pushed past me and walked down the bleachers. When he reached the bottom he looked back up at me I am sorry Clay I cant do this.
I saw him walk up to the doors and back inside the doors to the school.
I walked up further and sat at the top of the bleachers and cried. I heard the bells ring to 6th period and I didn't care I just kept crying. I hut him. I didn't want to but I did.
END CHAPTER
I know this was a tough chapter so I am sorry for that. The fluff and smut will take over soon. I was thinking of adding some Karlnap. What do you think?
Well I love you and make sure to go eat and drink water anything helps.
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