(The picture for later^^)
12:38
I'm sorry i completely forgot about this... again..... It's December and the next semester can come around any day now..... I hate my sister... no .... I dont....i love her.... But she can be extremely annoying... I'm trying to get my F up before the semester ends.. An she is yelling at me to o to my room so she can "clean" the living room, she is probably just in there watching tv... after i ignored her...
my mom called me,... and she told me to work in the room ... after she heard me say that it is uncomfortable hot in here and i can't focus in this heat,,,,,, welp here i am now in this extremely hot rom with no fan........ I can't do it,,, i'm so hot... I can't focus.... My sister just yelled at me to get my stuff and.... SHE JUST THREW THEM AT MY HEAD!! ( she did this the other day too! I was yelling at her to pick up the kids mess and she threw her pill bottle at my head.)I can't. I have a headache... it's hot.... I cant focus... and i have 4 Fs to get up...probably by tmr.... I don't want to deal with my family...
I wish I was in school all the time because I'm tired of them... my head is pounding.... My sister is so abusive and she doesn't think she is... every time i call her or ion it she throws this fi saying she's not..... She throws fists at me, throws things at me... and even abuses me emotionally....
I'm getting abused by my younger sister.......my parents tried to tell her but..... She always threw a fit so they just gave up and told me to hit her if she hits me.... But i don't want to hurt her.... When i came back from Faiths house... mom and dad told me that emmy and bubu didn fight...
That ment i was the cause of it.......i- I cause the fighting in this family......I make it worse for them..... I've been writing for 30 minutes now.... It's 12:52..... But like.... This helps me... I need to get back to work... because I am bawling my eyes out and writing in this and nothing is getting done.
I look horrible
(2021 me: face reveal ig)
