• it made my friend cry so be warned!
Tubbo POV:
We were about to leave to meet up with Heather and it was a bit cold, so I took Ranboo's hoodie he wore when he went to the Pier with me.
The problem was that he had been texting her since they met and I wanted her to get out of the picture.
He was mine and no one was taking him from me, I nearly lost him once and I don't want that to happen again.
They decided to meet up at a beach, I obviously didn't want this but Ranboo convinced me to go.
We got into my car and I drove to the beach, he was on his phone probably texting her.
We got there a bit early and we started walking down the beach.
"So she is meeting use at the edge of the Pier" he told me excitedly, we eventually got to the pier and he was looking everywhere for her, he finally found her sitting on a bench.
He walked up to her and waved at her, I saw his eyes look at her in awe as she went to go hug him, luckily I got in front of him to stop it.
"Heather! So this is To-" he started introducing me before I rudely interrupted, "Tubbo, call me Tubbo" I told her sourly, she looked at me and smiled, but I looked away and instead looked at Ranboo but he paid no attention to me.
They left me alone because they wanted to get an ice cream so I took Ranboo's hoodie off, because it's not likely gonna help me if I see them holding hands.
I turned around to see them ordering there ice creams and possibly forgetting one for me, but as I looked closer to there hands, I could see that she was holding his hand, while he was weakly holding hers.
It hurt me, why would he promise me he would never leave me and then he does this, what is wrong with him!
They came back with an ice cream each, but not one for me, "Sorry I forgot to get enough money for all of us" Heather said cheerfully, clearly happy Ranboo isn't thinking about me.
She stared at me for a bit until Ranboo took his hoodie from me and gave it to her, I was hurt he had done that.
She had put it on and smiled, "Thank you" she told him cheerfully, "If you two want we could go to the beach?" She asked him, "Yeah sure we could" he said still staring at her as she brang him to the sandy area, but I was left behind.
I sighed to myself and walked over to them, 'why her? She is nice I guess but why' I thought to myself as I saw them laughing at something, I walked up to Ranboo and I wanted to take him away from her but she made him happy, and I guess he was fine without me.
I knew there were tears in my eyes but I couldn't let my self cry in front of them, "Um... Ranboo can I leave because I feel a bit sick" I lied, he looked at me and nodded.
"But I have to take the car, you won't have a way back hom-" I started saying before he cut me off, "I'm sure Heather can bring back" he said looking back at Heather.
•song recommended for scene
Heather by Conan Gray
"Yeah I could" she agreed, I looked at him and the expression on his face showed me he wouldn't bother help me, I know it was a lie but he would always help.
So I said my goodbyes and left for the car, I got in and turned the radio on and the song that started playing was a song that made the tears fall from my eyes.
The song was horrible, it reminded me about what had happened, she was nice and pretty, but she was the one that took him away.
It was just mad how he just does these things. I know he would probably like to be around her more, but it was one of those things that broke me, I didn't understand why but he cared about her more.
I started remembering the things she did, it wasn't her fault, it was mine, if I had just been a bit nicer maybe I wouldn't feel so fucking annoyed, she was nice and just amazing for him, a perfect girlfriend.
And I would have to understand that it's love, something I would never feel, because my heart was already broken and I seriously thought Ranboo could fix it.
I figured I would need someone to help me but I couldn't bother get my phone from my jean pockets and call someone, Ranboo was the only thing on my mind.
I was about a few minutes away from the house and I passed a shop, so I decided to go and buy something like a chocolate bar or something like it.
I came out with a box of tissues, a can of coke, a bag of mini rolls and a ton of tears flowing down my face.
I got in the car placed everything on the passenger seat and cried the rest of the way home.
I opened the door and I rushed to my room, I locked my door and proceed to cry while trying to calm down by texting Tommy.
But he wasn't responding, "he's probably playing with the others" I reassured myself between sobs.
The song was still stuck in my head repeating it's self in my mind each time I think about Ranboo. 'I love him don't I?' I thought before having a small sip of coke, because I was able to.
"Why would you ever kiss me,
I'm not even half as pretty,
You gave her your sweater
It's just polyester,
But you like her better
I wish I were Heather"
I left my messages with Tommy and tried to call Ranboo he picked after the second ring, I repeated the last part I remembered of the song in between sobs while he was asking me over and over again why I was crying and singing this.
"Why would you ever kiss me,
I'm not even half as pretty,
You gave her your sweater
It's just polyester,
But you like her better,
I wish I were-"
I was about to finish my sentence when I heard Heather tell him something that shattered my heart even more.
"Babe! Why are you talking to him!"
I hung up and dropped my phone next to me and curled up into a ball and cried for possibly 10 minutes before hearing a knock on my door. Already knowing who it was so I ignored him.
"Tubbo, please open the door" he said, he has slightly banging on the door, but I couldn't stop ignoring him he was gonna cry and it was all my fault.
"Fuck off" I said shakily knowing it wasn't what I really wanted to tell him.
"Tubbo" he said in between sobs, 'I fucked up, and I don't need to think about it twice', I heard him leave and I wanted to leave my bed and run to him, hug him, comfort him and tell him that it was my fault and he should be angry with me.
But I couldn't, my heart was shattered and I couldn't get my self to leave my room. It was stupid of me to think he wanted me, he obviously wanted nothing of me and that I should just leave him alone.
My throat was sore and my eyes were possible red because of me crying.
I heard another knock on my door, and it was probably Ranboo.
So I got up and went to open my door. I slowly opened it and a figure pinned me to the wall, he was tall and had a broken mask. He was definitely as tall as Ranboo but maybe a bit taller.
"What the fuck did you do?!" He yelled in an annoyed tone, the tears started falling down my face once more. "I fucked up big time" I said sourly, "You didn't though..." He started saying, he also started letting go of me which was great because I was able to breath properly.
"It was this Heather girl" he continued, I was about to ask him how first of all he got in my house and second of all how he knew this, but he had more to say.
"He argued with her after you hung up on him, and blocked her... For you" he said while looking straight in my direction with eyes full of sadness.
"He hopes you could forgive him" he finished quietly. "Who are you? And how do you know what happened?" I asked the figure, "I'm Dream, a god, and he told me everything" he said before leaving into the light from the doorway.
'he hopes you would forgive him'
I might cry. This is one my longest chapter and two my possibly most emotional one yet. I can't believe I wrote this. Only chapter 17 and I have gone this far. Anyway hope you like, have a good night/day and you are loved <3
Buh bye!
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