my heart belongs to you || k.syo » oc 【Uta No Prince-sama】

Chapter 33 ~ Each other's pillar

A/N at the end... Maybe.

ーSーtーoーrーyーSーtーaーrーtー!ーー

Yuumi's P. o. v

After the concert, we headed back to the dorm and said our 'goodnight's to each other.

I closed the door and laid on my bed. Slowly, pain crept up from my chest, just like before.

' Shouldn't this be gone now?!' I thought to myself while being careful about my surroundings.

After the pain decreased, I hurriedly called Kaoru and said, " Kaoru, my chest is hurting again, what do I do if it's back?"

" Back? That should be gone permanently, right?"

" Yeah but it ached a while ago. It huts a lot a while ago but the pain decreased. "

" I'll call you back. Let me call the doctors." (( ♪ Someone call the docto-//shot ))

" Okay." I ended the call and ignored the pain as I drifted off to sleep.

The next morning, I went downstairs to eat breakfast and saw Kaoru.

" We need to talk." I frowned at what he said then proceeded to go outside.

" What did the doctors say?" I looked at him seriously.

" The doctors said that they don't know, your the first one to encounter this kind of problem. They said if the pain doesn't stop coming back within 2 weeks they're afraid they can't find a cure for that. "

" Shit," I cursed under my breath.

Back inside the dining room, the boys looked over the door.

They clearly everything.

After our conversation outside, I proceeded to the room and smiled as if nothing happened.

" Why are you still smiling? " Otoya looked at me seriously.

" We heard everything. " Syo added.

" I guess there's no point in hiding it now, huh? What you heard was right. And no—I'm not acting anymore. This is the real deal. When I went to States, they said they'll remove my disease permanently. But last night, the pain came back."

" Damn it! Why did I even fucking accept your heart?! If I didn't, you wouldn't be suffering like this!"

" SYO! Don't say that. First of all, I was the one who decided. If it wasn't for you and your family, I would've been dead by now. but look at me! I'm-I'm still alive! So shut the fuck up and stop accusing yourself!" I said tears spilling out of my eyes. It was hard for me. Hard for us. But, " All we can do is wait for 2 fucking weeks. " I roughly wiped my tears away and looked at them.

" For 2 fucking weeks. "

ーTーiーmーeーSーkーiーpー!ーー

A week has passed and the pain isn't coming back anymore. The doctors said maybe I was just really tired, after all it happened after the concert.

I went down from my room and ate breakfast in advance. I'm not in the mood to talk to them.

After eating, I went outside and proceeded to go to the garden. I sat on the green grass and looked at the sky.

" Why I this happening to me, I wonder." I mumbled to myself. I suddenly felt someone sit beside me.

" Syo," he nodded and replied, " You got up pretty early. "

" Same as you." I leaned on his shoulders and closed my eyes, stopping myself from crying.

" It's okay. While I'm here no one can harm you. Let it all out. " He whispered and slowly, tears came out of my eyes.

" Syo, I'm... I'm scared. " I said between sobs.

" Don't be. Because I'll be right here to support you."

" But what do I do if it's back?" I placed my hands on my face.

" Then we find another way. "He patted my head assuring me that everything's gonna be alright.

" What if there's no other way?" I wiped my tears away.

" Don't say that. Just... Just cry it out. " I broke into tears as I felt cold droplets hit my head.

Syo was crying.

I hugged him and we cried and cried until the we felt that it was enough crying for the day.

We stood up, along side each other and said, " We'll be each other's pillar. We'll be each other's savior. "

ーEーnーdーoーfーCーhーaーpーtーeーrー!ー

I finally dropped the bomb! Weeeeeee!

The end is near!

And so, I listened to the song Let Me Know by 방탄소년단 for the nth time and my heart broke. Again.

" I'm holding up by myself on top of the finished melody. Tell me now. That it's over, let me know.

Girl let me know. Girl let me know. Although I know it's all over now, that you probably have no feelings left.

Girl let me know. Girl let me know. Girl let me know, just say anything.

I just wanna know I just wanna know. My lingering feeling are holding in front of the period mark. So just tell me anything. Girl let me know. "

Come on. I mean- fuck this, fuck life, fuck everything.

But wait, wait, wait! Did you see the curses I placed on the story? And on my statement above?

Yes you did. If your parents didn't scold you yet, that means either you're alone, you use your phone on reading, or your hiding this from 'em.

But that's okay. Sure my mom know I write stories but what she doesn't know, in this story, I add a little bit if cursing.

First chapter with curses, wee! ( ' ▽ ' )ﾉ

So proud of my curses. So proud of myself.

I'm internally squealing because the people in our house are sleeping right now.

I wouldn't want to wake them up, or would I? ψ(｀∇')ψ

Oketch, byie〜