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𝐼'𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒
𝐼'𝑚 𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑏𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒

Looking up at the bright lights I notice that I'm in a hospital bed.And hopefully it's not the hospital that I work in like geez no please no.Turning my head to the side I see Mattia with his head folded and his head wresting on top of those hands as he shook his leg up and down

"Mattia how long have I been here unconscious?",I say as I rub my temples and just stare at him.Undoing his hands he looks up at me looking as if he had been crying for hours,"for about 2 weeks you lost a lot of blood but your good to go tomorrow",he says sniffling and wiping his red swollen eyes

"I'm ok now so you don't need to worry anymore",I say to him as he continues to stare at the ground in deep thought,"I know but i'm not gonna worry until I let you go for good,and at the moment just so I can protect you from getting hurt I'm gonna let you go right now and your gonna let me walk away and we cannot see each other again for your safety and for my love for you cause if anything bad happens to you I'll go crazy and I won't stop killing",he says getting up and staring deep into my eyes as he watch the tears form in my eyes

He places his hand on my cheek and brings my forehead to him just so he could place one last soft warm kiss on my forehead causing me to cry even more.Once he released his hand from my cheek he looked at me and wiped my tears

My nose,and eyes were most definitely hot and red,"Goodbye Hayden until we meet again",he says turning around not looking back at me and walking out of the bright room where both of our tears fell and combined together

Never thinking I would say this but I think i'm still a bit in love with my kidnapper,my lover,and my killer in one again.I don't know if i'm so sure of it but I feel that somewhere in me still loves for him still desires him in many ways

Hearing a small knock on the door I see Josh standing in front of me leaning against the door with his head wrapped and he had looked like he'd been crying to.Putting on a fake smile I wave at him and he runs to my side and hugs me hard i'm gonna act like that wasn't personal
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"So Mattia said we can stay in the hideout and him and his girlfriend will go to the other one",Kairi says to me as everyone kept coming in bringing flowers even people from the ball last night they all thought it was brave and courteous of me to help everyone that was hurt before I helped myself

I'll admit it I loved all of the attention but the only person I really wanted to speak to was Mattia but now I won't be able to do that because he doesn't wanna see me for good reasons but I don't care at this point well..maybe a little

"Uhm I have to go back to work but i'll see you later babe",he says staring at his phone and walking out of the room.Kairi rolled his eyes which caused me to laugh and until the morning Kairi stayed with me making sure I was safe
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𝙈𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙖 𝙋𝙤𝙡𝙞𝙗𝙞𝙤
Getting called names and stuff being thrown around the place Ruby is having a bitch fit and i'm just standing there thinking of Hayden and how she could be doing but get smacked out of my thoughts

"That was unnecessary this whole thing is really,i'm not cheating on you with her,I had reasons to take her to that ball and you know it",I yell at her causing her to punch me in the face and me to cower because I can't hit her she's a girl i'd go to jail for that

"Did you kiss her?!"she screams picking up a knife and putting it to my cheek.Not even looking at her I have a hard expression on my face I want to hit her but I can't do that it'll mess my rep up more,"yes",i quietly say to her and before I knew it she grazed my cheek with the knife.Blood dripping onto the white floor I hold onto my cheek and slightly look up at her

"Look at who's all big and bad now,your a pussy Mattia you always will be,now clean this shit up",walking away all I can hear is the sound of her heels clicking against the floor.Bet if Hayden found out about this she would lose it but I can't tell her cause she won't stop killing until she finds who've been hurting me cause she's my...

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