SAHYO one-shots

Together

It's my fault, isn't it?

If I haven't made a wrong decision,

If I haven't been a bitch toward her,

Everything will be the same

If I wasn't late that day, maybe everything could be better

We could hang out like we used to do when we are still members of Twice

Even if we won't protect our individuality it will be fair because we are already disbanded and everything is back to normal

We can rest

We are ordinary Korean citizens, with no busy schedules, no dance, and vocal practice, No music video should be done filming in three days or a week, no sleepless nights, no blinding flash cameras, and most of all no eyes watching our every move we don't have to think our actions like we used to do before,

It's okay to commit mistakes now,  we can decide on our own not caring about what will people say, it's okay to do what we wanted to do because we don't have to be these so-called perfect K-pop Idol people expects

I haven't spoken to any member, since it occurred two years ago,

Nayeon, she loathes me...

Jeongeyon, she can't even look in my eyes

J Line, I am sure they want me lifeless

Dahyun, she didn't enunciate her thoughts, she smiles but I know the way she looked at me before changed

Chaeyoung, she doesn't care at all or she is just good at hiding her feelings?

Tzuyu, she probably at her home town, after all the is the one who dislikes me more

Sigh, I missed them. I miss all of them. Should I call one of them? But I am not sure if they still using the same number, if yes they surely blocked my number so I won't be able to call them I mumbled to myself scanning their contact

Our group chat

I backread, secretly smiling, laughing because of their silliness, pictures they sent

I looked at my house, sure I have everything in life, enormous house, luxury bags, clothes, shoes, heels, loaded bank account, expensive cars. Perks of being a famous Idol before

But this is not what I needed, am I? Or do I just feel like it is all useless?

I don't know at all, I grab my car key and drive to the place I am sure where she is

You can do this Jihyo I cheered myself, I took a deep breath before opening the glass door

The bell chimes, I saw her

Welcome to---- her facial expression shifted soon she saw me

Jeongyeon I called her name but she ignores me,

I called her again and walk to her

What are you doing here Jihyo? She asks, why am I even here? I miss them right?

But it feels like it's not worth it to say it because she didn't feel the same...

I came by, just to check you I said to her she chuckled, sarcastic

What? Check me if I am still alive? She asked

I didn't say anything

Please don't say it I prayed that Jeongyeon won't say it

I am so sorry Jeongyeon, for what happened two years ago I finally said,

I am done of running away from them