Ma calling....
"Son, are you okay?"
"Y—yes ma.." Zhehan picks up the phone with a heavy heart, still holding on to his tears.
"Son.. just coming home.. " His Ma voice very soft, making him more guilty than ever.
"I—Yes.. I will.. when all of its cooldown ma..", he covers his face with her hands.
"Son,, take care,, all of this will pass"
His mom already ended the call but Zhang Zhehan tears start coming out like a downpour.
"I'm sorry...... I failed you ma..."
***
GongJun packing his things in his backpack. He is rushed and just throws whatever into his backpack. He is angry, sad, and worry. Whoever did this must pay heavily. Fuck them play and destroyed someone's life. He enters his mad dog mode. He is ready to go.
"GongJun, you can't go! You still have scene this evening" His manager stopping him
"Dage.. he is destroyed. I must stay by his side. I don't care." His eyes trembling in anger.
"Jun, you can't go! Big Boss is coming"
"I told you I DON'T CARE" Gongjun mad.
"Just go and I'm sure he'll be crushed more than this.."
A deep and heavy voice coming from the front door. An old man with grey hair, mustache wearing a grey suit, and deep red tie walking in GongJun direction.
"Old man... i.." GongJun feels helpless, this situation is not good at all.
"Trust me boy, this matter is not your business at all. I come here to pressure you to let go of him in public. So you are not get dragged in this matter, save your career" his sharp gaze following GongJun face.
"NO! I WILL NEVER! DON'T TRY ME!" GongJun face hardened so does his grip and every vein in his body.
That old man takes a deep breath.
"I know you will never agreed" Gongjun face softened a little.
"That's why I want you to break up with him, not publicly but internally"
GongJun is ready to bark again, but before he has a chance.
"If you are still pigheaded, I assure you he will destroyed completely, not only him but his family too"
GongJun feels his soul leave his body completely.
"Boy, I warned you, save yourself first, then, maybe you can save him if a chance comes up. But now all is a mess. Don't you ever try"
"Old man.. i.." GongJun teared up with his broken voice.
"Don't try to pretend boy, they will know. For now cut your ties, if it's not for you at least do it for him"
"Fuck Fuck Fuck". Gongjun throws his backpack to the floor. Frustrated.
"This is not your battle. They are not opponents at your level. I can't save you both. The damage for him is already done."
The old man shakes his head full of sympathy and walking out the door.
*
GongJun already finished his scenes, sits in his bed feeling frustrated, he repeatedly calls zhehan but he doesn't pick up at all. He couldn't even think about how could he break up with him in this situation. Zhehan lost everything, how could he resist that he will lose his lovers too. No, he can't do this.
How if elope together, leaving all behind, run away far from this country? Get married somewhere no one knows.
That's a such happy future.
But zhang laoshi will never do it, he knows him well. GongJun sighed again.
"Bao?"
Zhehan picks up his call, GongJun changes his setting to a video call. He is worried about death, he wants to see his lover so much.
"Bao, can you see me? I'm sorry I little bit busy"
GongJun never did feel relieved like now when he saw zhehan's face and hear his voice.
"Hanhan..."
Zhehan looks very good, very fine like nothing happened at all. He looks cute with his blue shirt.
"Hanhan,, i.. worried.."
"Bao.. i.."
Both of them were speechless and nothing came up with words. This situation is so hard and heavy for both. GongJun is supposed to break up with him, but he can't.. he will never say break up with zhang zhehan, he loves him so much.
"Hanhan, let's elope.." GongJun was surprised by himself.
Zhang zhehan gives him a little sad smile "Bao,, i.."
"I know you wouldn't want" Gongjun sighed.
"I don't want to make their accusation became reality" Zhehan looked away.
"BB, I'm sorry I can't come to your place now. Are you with someone who can take care of you? I worried" GongJun didn't lie, his eyes full of worry.
Zhehan smitten.
"Bao, Let's break up" He just say it, casually like he says 'how are you'.
"No". GongJun gives him quick feedback.
"Bao.."
"They forced you to do this, did they?"
"Bao,, let's break up" Zhehan smiled bitterly.
"FUCK, I WILL NEVER FORGIVE WHOEVER DID THIS TO YOU, TO US" GongJun was filled with anger and hatred.
"Bao, I'm sorry I can't fulfill my promises to you.. I'm.. just stupid gege"
Zhehan smiled silly remember he promises GongJun his forever, but now, seems like empty words.
"DON'T—DON'T DO THIS" GongJun begging
"Bao, thank you for all of your love, you're the best boyfriend I ever have.. Forever.. I will be grateful that I ever meet you, have you, feeling your love,, i—I'm sorry.. promise me you will be successful and sit on top the world.. this is my –goodbye.."