Chapters won't be in order right now im trying to gather everything together.
Serenity
"Grams why you got all these people here" Jayceon yelled as I walked behind himwe were back from our trip and we weren't good. I couldn't even stand to look athis ass right now he acted as if everything was okay and it wasn't.
I learned he really didn't want to married to me he was fine at the rate we wasgoing and I wasn't. I gave this man six years of my life gave his ass three beautifulass and took care of his lazy ass and still wasn't enough for him.
For me marriage wasn't a piece of paper for me what girl didn't want to get marriedI was beyond ready I wanted to be Mrs. Taylor I wanted the ring I wanted the realdeal I didn't want to keep playing house with him.
In the back of my head was I getting my revenge for doing Chase wrong?
I was trying my hardest to come to terms with Jayceon because the one thing I didn't want him to do is propose to me out of force. I wanted him to do when hewas ready but dam how long was I going to have to wait.
It was no problem for him when his ass was ready for me to pop out some more babies for him but he wasn't willing to put no ring on this finger. Then he had thenerve to compare me to Trinity and Sire saying I was jealous which wasn't the case.
I was more than happy for my best friend she deserved to be married she truly did love Sire and they really was the perfect match for each other literally.
"Boy what I tell you about yelling in my house you don't run nothing over here" She told him as she pulled me into a hug. I couldn't lie Ms. Lucy looked good she wasglowing I could tell Eddie was making her happy.
"Hey Ren baby how you doing" She asked me as I gave her a soft smile I wanted totalk to her about Jayceon but at the same time I didn't Jayceon hated for me to letother people know about our business.
"I'm good were my babies at? I asked her as she pointed outside seeing Jabariplaying with his brothers while Eternity sat in Trinity arms.
"You got the whole gang here grams why" Jayceon asked as she waved her hand athim pulling me away from him as we walked inside the living room sitting down onthe couch.
"What's going on with you and Jayceon yall just got back from the trip and you gotthis sad look on your face and don't lie" She said pointing her finger at me.
"Nothing everything is okay Ms. Lucy" I said giving her a smile but she wasn't goingfor it.
"I call a lie Serenity Marshall" She said shaking her head at me as I took a deepbreath I couldn't even lie to this woman.
"Your grandson is comfortable at the rate were going he doesn't want us to getmarried" I told her as she had a frown on her face.
"Was that his words are you assuming he's thinking that" She asked me making mefrown.
"Ms. Lucy he said he wasn't ready in his eyes we are already married I need to stopforcing him to do something he isn't ready to do" I explained to her as she shookher head.
"That damn boy ain't got it all I swear" She fussed shaking her head.
"I don't want to sound selfish but do I just wait on him just forget about my feelings and just keep going on with our lives" I said to her. Me and Jayceon will be stilltogether ten years later and I'll still have no ring.
"Baby I wish I could answer that question for you but I can't that's going to be adecision that you make I love my bighead grandson but don't settle if you're nothappy leave his ass make his see what he got" She said giving me a smile thenwalking away.
