Alluring Love

16.

Avi :

We enjoyed our whole week in the farm house. We both spend time with eachother.  Those memories are engraved deeply in my mind.  I went to  dad to inform him about my departure to Germany.

" Dad " I called him seeing him deeply engrossed in the files. He  raised his head hearing me. He smiled at me .

" come inside Avi " I went inside and sat on the sofa.

" So tell me Avi " he always knew that if I need something  .

" Dad.... I got an opportunity to work with the famous artist Mr. Manfred."
Dad looked at me blankly. Because he wanted me to join business and even I studied business in distance education.  But I always gave my first priority to my painting.

" you know right , I will support you surely but do you think you are choosing the right path"

" yes dad "

" since you sure about it I will talk to your mom. But you can always come to me if you ever feel interested in joining our company "

" sure dad "

" so when are you leaving " I lowered my head and mumbled

" next week " I closed my eyes waiting for him to shout at me. But I never heard anything.  So I opened my eyes.  I know he is trying to process what  I said.

" why did you not inform me about this before "  I was silent.

" you thought I won't let you achieve your dream. " I nodded my head looking down.

" Avi , you are my first born . You will always have a special place in my heart. If you want something you just need to ask I will fulfill it at any cost . I won't stand infront of you as a barrier at all . It was just my suggestion so that you could join our company . I won't ever force you into something you never want Avi. Trust me "

I hugged him crying  " love you Dad "

" love you too Avi . Don't  worry I will be always there for you "  I smiled though tears were falling out of my eyes. He patted my back. He wiped my tears.

" Stop crying like a child . You are a grown up man now . Now go and  inform your mom or else she  will me for not informing her " I nodded my head.

As I informed my mom she whined like a child. It took a tons and tons of struggles to convince her. But Dad handled it smoothly at the end . Though she was reluctant to let me go in the end she said yes.

At night I started packing my things. I took few of our family pictures and Ann's jacket with me. It will remind me of him. I could feel him being with me. I felt him standing at the balcony looking at me intently. I acted I never knew him standing there.

He came and hugged me from behind lying his face on my shoulder. I holded both  his hands  and placed a kiss on them.

" do you really have to leave me alone "  I have no answer  other than yes so I nodded my head in yes. I turned and hugged him tightly  pulling him into my chest.

" don't worry time will pass soon . I will be infront of you  soon. These two years will pass within a blink of an eye . So be strong champ " I  said swaying us a bit while hugging him.

I can understand the turmoil he is under going. Two years is really a long long duration . Even I feel very bad to be separated from him. Now we are together with eachother being away from him really hurts.  I don't want to be away from him but I have chase my dreams.

We slept hugging eachother like our life is depending on eachother. Though we were sad we tried to spent much more time with eachother.  Though we were we showed eachother our happy faces. Our inner turmoil of being away from eachother is something we doesn't want to show to eachother at this moment.

The day of my departure arrived. I paid my farewell to everyone.  Tears were in all our eyes. Everyone left in the car for the airport while Ann told them he will bring me to airport.

Our drive was totally quiet. Its like if one of us opens their mouth then we both might cry.

" Ann stop the car "  I pulled him towards me and started kissing him pouring my feelings.  It was slow and sensual. Our lips were moving against eachother very slowly savoring the moment.

I gave him a last peck. " love you Ann "

He started crying and hugged him. I consoled him  wrapping my hands around him. We reached the airport after our emotional breakdown. I bid my good bye to everyone.  I turned back before boarding the plane to look at him for the last time before leaving. Getting a glimpse of him I mouthed him love you to which he replied love you in the manner with tears in his eyes.

When I will return back I will make sure everything to be fine.....