Colors 2 // Jisungcentric

Drink

Jaemin is woken up by a quiet whine and blinked his eyes sleepily, but when he feels movements next to him, the boy is immediately awake. All the memories of yesterday suddenly come to Jaemin's memory and he immediately looks worried next to him.

There he sees a boy who is rolling slightly from right to left. Jisung seems to be in pain, but is probably not fully awake yet. Jaemin notices the drops of sweat on Jisung's forehead. Jaemin immediately grabs the wet rag that Taeyong put on the bedside table last night. Jaemin dabs Jisung's forehead and takes his hand to calm him down.

Then he takes a painkiller and puts it in Jisung's mouth by pushing it through the slight gap. Then he wants to rinse it down for him with water, but Jisung keeps his mouth closed and so the water runs down his mouth and into his neck. Jaemin sighs and thinks about it for a moment.

Then an idea occurs to him. He takes a big sip of water and sits next to Jisung. He leans over Jisung's lips. Then he closes the gap between them and with his right hand he squeezes Jisung's cheeks together so that his mouth opens slightly. Then he puts the water in his mouth and Jisung swallows the pill.

But even after Jisung has swallowed everything, Jaemin still does not release from his lips. Jaemin missed those lips so much. That feeling in his stomach. He doesn't want to let go yet. So he takes his hand off Jisung's cheeks and interwined his hand with Jisungs. Then he kisses those kissable lips a little longer.

He even feels Jisung moving his lips slightly. After a while he can hardly breathe and has to break away from Jisung's lips. He sits down next to Jisung with his face blushs and stares at the peacefully sleeping person.
"He didn't notice anything," says Jaemin, slightly hurt, but he understands. He just lies down again and holds him in his arms. He even falls asleep again.

Jaemin POV

"Why! "I scream and cry on the floor as I kneel in front of the grave.

"Why did you just have to leave me?"

"I should have left the others and been happy with you. I'm so sorry," I scream.
"You couldn't have done anything about it," I suddenly hear a familiar voice say.

"Jisung, is that you?" I ask, looking up. But only a bright glow comes towards me, so that I have to close my eyes and raise my arm in front of my eyes.
"I'm dead Jaemin and nothing can change that. You couldn't have prevented that either," he continues.

"What do you mean?" I ask.
"I had to die ..." he says. I feel my heart breaking into a thousand pieces.

"What why?"
"I couldn't be with my soulmate and that means no happy end for me," says Jisung.

"Goodbye Nana!"

"NO! "I scream and immediately sit up. I let out a frantic breath and hold my chest.
'It was just a nightmare,' I think to myself and see myself. Jisung is still sleeping peacefully next to me.
"At least you wasn't a dream," I say with a slight smile and put my hand on his forehead.

It's cooler, which means he'll get better. Suddenly the the door opens and Taeyong stands in my room. He looks at me worried.
"Jaemin is everything all right? I heard you scream," he asks worriedly.

I smile at him slightly. "Yes, everything is fine. Just a nightmare," then he comes to me and sits down next to me.
"Has it something to do with Jisung?" He asks, looking next to me. I just nod and smile sadly at myself.

"As soon as he is healthy he will surely be able to explain everything to us," he says and I nod with a smile. Then he puts me down and leaves the room again. Then I fall asleep again.

Btw it's been another day since I met Jisung. I seem to be very tired.

I just had the motivation to write, so here are two chapters for today.

~chichi