Andrea's POV
"Bye Harry." I say as I hug him and quickly leave to go to my house. I saw Louis run inside, he thinks he can hide and make all this go away but thats not the case this time. I know he was just trying to help me and Ollie did hurt me but, Louis shouldn't have stouped down to his level. I kept thinking what I was going to say to them when I got in the house.
I walked throught the door and Lou and my mom were sitting there waiting for me. "I don't want you to see Harry anymore." I thinked I might have just pead myself when my mom told me that "excuse me?" I said with a sassy voice " He is a bad boy your not allowed to see him." I was astounded at what she just said to me. "You cannot tell me to not see him, he is really nice you just met him!"
"Well too bad I just have a bad feeling ok you can't see him and that's final." I cannot believe this is happening right now so I said something I regret "Mom just because dad died and your not happy doesn't mean I can't be happy." I yelled at her. She looked at me shocked and so did Lou "Mom I'm sorry I didn't mean it." She shook her head "Get out now!" my mom said quietly.
"What?" I said a little shocked. "GET OUT, AND DON"T COME BACK!" She screamed at me, I looked at Lou and he looked confused. I was about to say something but I was interupted by my mom slapping me on the face. I looked at her with disgust as she looked guilty "YOU TWO ARE NO BETTER THAN OLLIE!" I yelled "You think you are but you aren't" I started to walk upstairs to grab my things, I got them packed and went downstairs to my mom crying.
I was walking to the door and I turned around "Dad would be ahamed of what you two have become." I said and they both looked down, knowing that I was right.
(FLASH BACK)
"DADDY! put me down." I screamed as he spun me around, Lou and mom were laughing. We were at a carnival and than we were going to see a movie. We were in the car and me and Lou were in the back fooling around, and mom and dad were talking.
"Daddy are we almost there?" I asked curiously. "Just pulling sweety" he said with sweetness in his voice. We got inside and we sat down, it was a stupid movie so me and Lou fooled around the whole time.
When we were leaving to get into the car, Lou picked me up and ran to the car with me as my parents were laughing and I was giggling uncontrollably. When we got into the car we were going home because it was getting late. When we were half way home daddy was in the turning lane and a car came behind us and our car. We slid forward and my dad turned around to make sure we were ok but as he turned another car side swiped us. We flipped 2 times and me and Lou didn't get hurt to much, just concussions and cuts but my mom and dad were worse.
I opened my eyes and everything hurt, but I unbuckled my seat belt. I crawled out and to the front seat to see my parents, I went to my dad and he was bleeding really bad. I came over and put his head on my lap and ran my little fingers through his blood stained hair.
He looked up and gave me a weak smile, "Baby, I will always love you, you know that right." A tear fell down my face as I nodded my head quickly. "I don't ever want you to change you hear me?" Tears were running rivers down my face now.
"Ok daddy. Please don't leave me here without you. I need you." I said to him and he smiled at me weakly, and a tear fell down his bloody face. I wiped it away and he said words to me that I say to myself still now "Find a place inside where there's joy, and the joy will burn out the pain. I was going through bullying at that moment and I always told myself that when I was sad and found the joy that eventually burned out the pain.
I nodded to him as his eyes closed slowly, "I love you sweety." I started crying more knowing that he was leaving me. "I love you more Daddy." I said while my tears dripped on his coat. His breathing turned really light to where you couldn't see him breathing and than he smiled at me weakly, and he was gone.
I sat there and cried into his chest as he lay there lifeless, and looking happy like he always did even in times like these. I decided to go to my mother and see if she was ok to, I crawled over to her.
"Mommy?" I said in a weak voice that was barely audible. "Sweety! are you ok?" I started crying harder "Daddy's gone mommy hes gone!" I cried to her loudly this time. She opened her eyes widely and looked over at my now dead father. She closed her eyes as a tear escaped them.
After the paramedics got there and we were at the hospital Mom, Lou and I could go home. We walked out of the hospital and decided to walk home do to cars not being the thing on our minds right than.
I got home and cried for what seemed like forever until my mom came in and held me. "Ya know baby he is still with us." she told me, my head shot up "Where?!" She pointed to my heart "he will always have a place in your heart babe." We fell asleep like that with Lou laying next to me.
(END OF FLASHBACK)
I was sat on the grass crying on the side of my house remembering the memories of that night. Seeing my dad like that when your so young can do really bad things to someone so young. It was really hard to come to terms with. That's why I was fat, I turned to food to help me grieve and help with the pain but nothing worked. Part of my heart is still broken from that day, I couldn't help my father but had to watch him die.
I wiped the tears away and got up, I thought about where I had to go for the night. I went to the only place that I thought would help me. I walked to the house and walked up the front porch steps, and knocked on the door.
Instantly a smile was planted on my face when I saw who answered it.
"Hi Harry."
