One minute to continue the practice and this kids don't appear.
When Rapmon hyung told me to keep an eye on the little girl because I was the most discreet from all of them, I never thought it would require a lot of effort.
Also the fact that Jungkookie is with her makes it double work.
Should I go to the building's entrance to look for them? Or...
What do my eyes see?
Jungkook and Y/N are laughing like if they were best friends for almost 10 years.
And for what I've been watching (because I'm very observer), Jungkook likes the girl, and maybe not only like a friend, but like something deeper.
I'm not an expert on love stuff, but I can read their eyes, they seem to get along very well, I don't like it.
"Is everybody here? Great... I need you to concentrate this time, we don't want to screw up the successful presentations you had, please, for your mothers' sake, work hard"
The choreographer is evidently stressed, but we're trying hard to concentrate, I don't understand his stress.
This is the song where we introduce Y/N as Adora, part of our band as a vocal. She evidently needs to look like the cherry on top of this cake called Bangtan Sonyeondan. She's been doing well for this song actually, her voice sounds as if rose petals where touching your ears softly, it's mesmerizi-
"SUGA-SSI THIS WAS YOUR PART! UGH, WHAT DID I TOLD YOU? NO DIS-TRAC-TIONS"
Coming back to reality and Y/N is looking at me, I'm supposed to rap that part while she harmonizes with me. Well...
"I need to pee, I wasn't distracted!" I roll my eyes to make it more credible and run out of the practice room directly to a restroom.
What's wrong with that girl? Someone really needs to take her out of here, she interrupted my work.
But anyways...
I come back to the room and nobody has moved from their place. I sit back down and ask for the music to start.
This time is going well, I don't look into her eyes so then I'm capable to concentrate in my verse and not in her performance.
But here comes the hardest part, she makes a solo dance while singing her verse. There's where everyone lose concentration; her legs as light as feathers, arms slow yet strong like wings and her honey voice just make the perfect combo. I decided to apart my eyes from her heavenly form, and concentrate in my mates.
They basically stopped breathing, I can't blame them tho, it's the first time we get in contact with the opposite sex as close as being living with a girl; and her being this good at performing in front of us is making our minds dizzy.
I guess this euphoria of the new girl would die soon.
The whole song goes without distractions; and after six more times repeating the performance, the choreographer lets us go.
It's early, I can still work in the song I've been writing for the next album. The next album must have more songs produced by us.
Everybody starts to gather their belongings as well as I do, but I make my way to the shared studio the company owns, to finish the song.
"Namjoon, I'll catch you all later, I want to finish the chypher" I talk directly to him since he leads everyone to the exit.
"Don't arrive too late" Him always worried about walking alone in the streets at midnight.
While making my way to the studio number 3, the number 1 has its lights on, and voices come out from there.
"So the missing step last time was this blue button?"
"Yes, that's why your background voices disappeared from the last version"
People shouldn't be listening to other people's conversations, but I know that voices, one of the producer team is helping the new girl, and, to be honest, I want to know if she knows how this works or if she is useless to our team.
I reach the wall close to the door since there's no window, and put my ear close to the door, balancing myself in my tiptoes to not make loud sounds.
"You got this really fast, now the only thing you have to do is to experiment by yourself, that's how you'll get your own taste in mixing"
"Thank you, seonsaengnim, you have been really helpful"
"Well, if that's your only question, I'll leave and let you work by yourself, okay?"
Oh no, they're coming...
"Yoon...gi? Are you all right?"
I tried to run away in my tiptoes but my foot slipped and I ended up laying on the floor. So embarrassing.
He extends his hand to help me stand up, and I hold his hand firmly.
"Are you okay, Suga-ssi?" The shy voice comes from behind our producer. She's looking at my with big brown orbs but her voice is so low.
"Yeah, thanks. Uhmm... I guess I'll get going, I'm busy"
I feel my face burning red but I'm looking down so they don't notice.
I entered to the studio number 3 and start spreading my belongings over the desk.
My old cellphone, a notebook where I write the verses that come to mind so randomly, a pen and my headphones.
It was quiet here since I'm not playing music already, I'm still putting an order to my rap; suddenly I heard a voice, too loud to be a whisper. And definitely what the person's speaking, is not korean.
Did I told you people shouldn't listen to others people conversations?
Well I can help it, the boys and I like to talk a lot between us, I need information to chat later.
"Did you see the video?! I tried my best"
The girl's voice.
"Not yet, maybe... in three weeks or so..."
And that's not english either.
"Hahaha, I'm not a superstar yet, but I'll make you proud, I promise"
What the hell is she saying?!
"DON'T! Don't show them the video, I can imagine how they would react and... I don't want them to take their anger out on you, it's so unfair"
"... I promise to contact you more often... yes, it's just that... I had so much work... I'll let you rest know, it must be early in the morning there"
Why so much silence?
"Mhmm... okay, bye then, I love you"
So the only thing I got was "I love you"
Was that... the boyfriend of yesterday's incident?
He's really his boyfriend...
Shivers in my spine. She better just focus on making our band the best, not in dating.
Now I'll have a serious talk to her, Namjoon didn't make any difference in her behavior.
But as I opened the door, her form was resting on the chair, elbows over the desk and covering her crying eyes.
That's not... normal?
I'm bad at talking, and more with girls.
"What the hell are you doing crying on our studio?" Well, that sound not too soft, I guess.
She sobs and look at my with shiny sad eyes.
"Sorry Suga-ssi, I- I just get out of here"
Chin down, she exited without even taking her backpack. So dumb.
I enter the studio and pick her backpack. "Your... stuff?"
She's gone.
Still holding her bag, I come back to the studio I was working before. But since that weird episode, my mood changed to something like sadness.
Then, like a blinding light, the things that I have been struggling with, hit me hard. With the new girl's drama, I almost forgot where this sad feeling came from.
I'm still struggling with physical pain on my shoulder, and my soul couldn't be darker when I remember why I didn't rest at all on our last break-week, I didn't come back home, my parents' house... they still think I'm a disappointment.
With no more inspiration, I exited the studio and the building itself.
It's raining and the sky's painted gray. The street and buildings, gray background.
A sigh leaves my mouth without thinking, this feeling is so... terrifying, like it's eating me alive.
I walk the path without thinking too much about it and reach the apartment safely. But a pair of red Converse appear in my view.
"You? It is starting to rain, what are you doing outside?"
"I don't want you all to see me crying"
"I've already seen you, tho"
She doesn't look at me, but her current feeling seems familiar to me. And I don't wanna enter and deal with the rest of the boys, yet.
I sit down in the same step outside the entrance, but my back facing hers.
And we remind outside, rain not so strong, as if salt we talked about, falls over our shoulders and dissolves our thoughts till her last light sob sounded, that announced me she stopped crying.
I didn't cry, this days my eyes feel dry, yet the emptiness feeling is still there, hunting me.
I don't feel like talking, so I just stand up facing her and offer my hand to help her stand up. She accepts and comes back on her feet, but when she try to open her mouth, I turn to the main door of the building and close it behind me.
I need some sleep, I guess.
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