You Da Boss

Chapter 18: Coming Together Part1

{Ryan}

I’m sorry but we tried all we could, she was gone before she got to us.

Echos in my head as the head as the grey goose burns my throat. I never gave a fuck about a bitch until now, Jasmine was here for me when my bro died. And now she’s up there with him, life just aint far. She’s the only girl that my mom has ever met and my mom fell in love with her. This shit is gonna be hard when I tell her what happen. Shit was just too much to handle right now and I knew I needed to zone out so I went to my stash of oxy and took a pill and drowned it with a beer, I aint never cried over a bitch.  But the tears are flowing and I don’t know how to control them, I heard somebody bang on my door but I just let them bang, I’m not ready to face anybody.

My phone rang I looked at it and saw that Paris was calling, we really haven’t hung out like we used to since she stopped slagging but she was always there for me when needed. Instead of throwing my phone like I truly wanted, I answer waiting for her to asked if I was okay.

"Hey bro…" She said very down.

"Sup." I said trying to get the knot out my throat.

"Can you open the door, Kourt is with me."

Paris and Kourt…..in the same room? where they do that at?

I stood up, stumble to the door and opened it with the grey goose in my head. I looked at Kourt and Paris as they looked startled by my appearance: ripped white-t with dark gray jogging pants (their dark from me wearing them all week) dirty white shocks with a 5 o clock shadow with my hair looking like it deserved to be washed.

"Damn bro." Paris said, Kourt still looked surprised looking me up and down.

I shrugged it off and went back to the couch and plopped down. “Um we gotta get you out this depressing mess hole you call a home.” Kourt said walking over to the living rooming cleaning up, her OCD gets the best of her sometimes. I chugged down the rest of the grey goose and looked at Paris, who looked like she wants to cry and hold me at the same time. “It’s not a home anymore.” I said as I threw the bottle across the room, the glass shattering causing Kourt to scream bloody murder. I looked at Paris as we both laughed hard, its nice to know that my girls was always cheer me up.

"But seriously bro get up and get changed." Paris said and I obeyed. 

{Paris}

We took him to the beach, it always seems to relax us when we’re down. I watched Ryan close his eyes and peacefully rest as the sun started setting. I looked over towards Kourt who was lookingamazing. I notice she was playing with her ring I got her for our anniversary, I smiled hard it’s amazing to know she still at lease cares. She looked at me very confused, she started feeling uncomfortable which I was not trying to do.

"Why are you sitting all the way over there?" I asked patting my towel that mad plenty of room to spare.

She second guess the idea but end up sitting on my towel next to me, I inhaled her scent and sighed heavenly she still smelled like Jasmine blossom…my favorite. I put my arm on her waist  and her body tensed up. “Look just because I agreed to come with you to help Ryan does not mean there’s something between us again.” She said not looking at me which meant she didn’t really mean her words so I didn’t stop, I moved in closer and kissed her neck as she shiver. I got her. “Paris…stop…we can’t” she moaned as I started rubbing her inner thighs. I heard a soft moan which made me smile against her neck. She let me unbutton her short and my hand went in smoothly, she gasp when my fingers met her clit. “Don’t fight it.” I whispered in her ear as she bit her lip muffling her moans. I decided to tease her, by sliding my finger down her lips then inside her pussy and back to clit.

"Why are you doing this to me?" She moaned as she laid down, that's when I put the blanket over us and continued. "Because I love you." I said looking deep in her eyes, she didn’t look away. "And I know you love me back." I smiled and then she looked away. She moaned some more when her phone started ringing, she tried to remove my hand but that was not gonna happen.

"H-heeeyyy Bre." Kourt moaned which made me go faster.

"Ummm nothing….can…can you callllll me bacccckkkk." She moaned out louder I could tell Bre was getting upset which was fueling me to go faster. I started rubbing her lips faster and biting her neck, that shit drives her crazy.

"Ahhh shit! fuck!" Kourt hung up her phone and bucked to my fingers, by now I could tell Ryan was up, I could feel his eyes burning my neck. That didn’t stop me though, I needed more. "Tell me you love me…."

"Hmmm fuck! I love you Paris…." Kourt arched her back as far as she could. "Shit I’m about to cumm…"  Kourt’s voice has reached its high peak knowing what I was about to do would piss her off, I removed my hand and licked her off on me. she looked at me like she wanted to kill me, I guess pay back is a bitch. she button up her shorts, stood up and looked at me. "I fucking hate you." I said then stormed away. I was pleased, she could have came…if she didn’t break up with me.

"Damn Paris, that was low." Ryan said, I looked at him and rolled his eyes.

"She earned that, we would still be together if it wasn’t her. You can’t dump me and not think I’m tagging that ass." I smirked and he shook his head."Go get her, I bet she feel stupid." I thought about it, then went up to the car to see her crying. Damn.

I open the back seat and sat next to her in silence, “I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU DID THAT WHEN I WAS ON THE PHONE WITH BRE!” She screamed at me which only made my blood boil.

"YOU SHOULDN’T BE SO EASY TO GET!"

"FUCK YOU PARIS, I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHY I WASTED 6 WHOLE YEARS WITH YOU!" She had her back to me but I wasn’t having that.

"YOU KNOW THAT’S A FUCKING LIE! YOU LOVED ME AND STILL DO, YOUR JUST WASTING TIME WE COULD HAVE TOGETHER WITH THAT BITCH!" Just thinking about Bre fucking Kourt was really pissing me off.

"She cares about me…."

"OH LIKE i DIDN’T?!?!?! I FUCKING TOOK A BULLET FOR YOU!!!!"

"WHY DO YOU HAVE TO ALWAYS PUT THAT OVER MY HEAD, YEAH YOU TOOK A BULLET FOR YOU BUT YOU LET ME LEAVE!!!"

Her face was so red, she was so upset that my face soften….

"I thought you didn’t want me to come after you…"

She shook her head.

"Its’ the reason I left, you did shit because you thought that’s what I wanted you to do instead of you just following your heart. You know I love you and yet you just let me leave, I felt like you didn’t care."

"But I do care." 

"Yeah well you’re a little too late Paris." 

She went to open the door but I pulled her into a kiss. She tried to resist but she gave in moaning and pulling my hair. “when are you gonna learn, you’ll always be mine forever.” I rubbed her cheek as she smiled then pulled me into her. The kiss was so passionate I wanted to drive off and go somewhere only Kourt and I will be. and that’s when i thought of something. “Come to Fiji with me.”  She froze.

"Are you seriuos?

"Yes, I want to make it up to you…to show you how much I truly love you."

She smiled then looked down at the ring then back at me. “Okay”