Wrong choices

Drama

Beas pov*

All I can think about is the kiss with Lewi and what he had texted me saying, I didn't want to tell anyone not even my bestfriends lexi and Abbie. I knew it was going to be so hard considering he was in almost all of my lessons at school and so was Beth, I felt like I couldn't talk to anyone or even say his name. I wanted some advice so I called lexi and explained it all.

"Bea you've gotta pretend you don't care" lexi said

"But I do care lex" I replied

"Yes I know you do but if you pretend you don't care then Beth's going to look like a twat really if she try's to make you jealous" Lexi questioned

"Thanks lex I knew you would know what to do" I said relived

"Bea Tomorow it's the geography field trip Lewis in our class and Beth isn't do you think he will speak to you?" Lex wondered

"Even if he does Beth will find out because ambers in out geography so I'm not going to bother" I said

"Going to sleep night Bea" Lexi announced

"Night see you tomorrow" I replied

It was 6:30 and I had to force myself to wake up I had to be in school half and hour early because of this stupid field trip. I wasn't ready to see Lewi at school it had only been 2 days since the kiss and my feelings were so strong for him, but I knew I had to hide them.

I went over to my wardrobe to pick out what I was going to wear, that was the best thing about trips you get to ditch the shitty school uniform. My eyes were set on a cropped jumper that was a pale pink colour and a pair of black ripped skinny jeans. I was going to actually make an effort today so I sat at my dressing table and opened up my make up bag and put more makeup on then I would usually wear. I even put my hair in a quif and straightened it to get rid of my natural curls.

My mum called me downstairs and told me to get in the car, she followed me into the car carrying my Michael kors bag, she had packed my make up bag and some food and drink. She Also handed me £10 to spend on food and drink on the trip. When I got to school I looked everywhere for lexi and Abbie but I couldn't find them. They must already be on the coach. I walked up the Isle of the coach and spotted lex and abs sat at the very back saving me a seat.

The back seats were always the best seats on a coach because you had limited amount of leg room, it was pretty shit when the boy that your madly in love with is sat In Front of you.

We arrived at some castle looking thing by the sea about 40 miles from the school miss black had given us a clip board with an information sheet and a question sheet on, we were aloud to go off in small groups to find out information. I felt bad because none of Lewis mates were in this class and he would have no one to go with just as I was about to walk over to him I saw him go and stand with Amber. The anger that had reached through my bones was tragic, he had never liked Amber he always hated her he was doing it to piss me off.

After ranting for what seemed like 10 minutes it was already time to go back to school in time for lunch. I got back to school and immediately told the other girls what had happened and how he wanted to avoid me so bad he worked with Amber Leonard of all people her!

"Bea you just need to chill out" Jess said

"Chill out! Chill out how can I chill out when Lewi has just done that right In Front of me" I screamed angrily

I remembered that I was showing I didn't care so I saw Lewi and Beth all loved up in the dinner line, I asked if I could push in with them and told them how cute that was together and how much of a mistake kissing Lewi was. I could see the rage in Beth's eyes she hated that they didn't bother me.

"Bye bitch" Beth whispered as she left the line

"Bye hoe" I replied

I could tell by the look on her face she wasn't happy and that revenge was coming my way. I walked over to my friends to tell them what had happened and before I knew it Beth Amber Liz and Maddie, this was a piss take I knew revenge was coming but not this fast. I just continued to eat my lunch and avoid feeling intimidated. It only took Maddie to give Abbie one evil look before Abbie said something.

"Have you got a fucking problem?" Abbie snapped

"Yeah and I'm looking at it" Maddie flung back

Abs and Maddie hadn't got on since Abs spoke to Dean, Dean was Maddie's boyfriend they had been together so long it seems like they were bored of each other. It didn't take long for Abbie to slap Maddie full pelt around the face, I didn't want to stop it because it had taken the strain off me for a little while. I was quite shocked because Maddie didn't really react the way I was expecting she ran of and didn't say a word. There was two good things about this Abbie had finally done what she had wanted to do for ages, and I had got out of a slag trying to start on me.

"Abbie I didn't think you had that in you" Jess said

"To be honest Jess I didn't either" Abbie replied

I was just dreading the next week as the school disco was coming up and I was probably the only person that didn't have a date. Lexi was going with Lewis best mate Luke Abbie was going with joe who was another one of Lewis mates Jess was going with the boy she had been hooking up with and the other girls just probably won't turn up. I wanted to look good for the disco to see if Lewi asked me to dance or anything so I think shipping was needed.

Me Abbie and lexi left school and I drove into town, I walked into river island because that was my favourite shop I looked around and spotted a gorgeous dress it was sparkly but not overly, I tried it on and it hugged my figure perfectly and actually made me feel quite good about myself, I knew
I didn't have any heals jewellery or a bag that would go with it so I knew I was going to have to buy all of that to. All together I has spend £266 just for one night it better be worth it.

A|N: im not too happy with this chapter, it's just the lead up to the big ending I've got in mind, did you like it? Comment what you think and comment questions.