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16th october- York trip with the girls!
so excited!

COMMENTS:
omg have a great time!
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thank you sm! we're going to the dungeons and maybe on a ghost tour! so fun

stay safe!
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Thank you! it's a group of 10 of us so we should be fine

guys should we get pizza or go to wagamamas? I fancy a pad thai
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pizza! don't blow ur fundings
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hmm wagamamas is nice tho

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is it bad
to be this
jealous?

is it wrong
to want your life?

I want your perfect friends
your happy family
your attention

I want to be liked
to be your favourite person
again

do I just crave the outside

am I too introverted for you?

why am I not good enough for you

did you leave me behind
did I leave you behind?

where are we
where do we have to be
to leave each other behind

we're not in the same spot as before

will we ever be

everything changes
everyone changes

I don't want them to
can we just stop
please
I just want it to stop
stop changing
I need to catch my breath
stop changing
there's no time
I want your life
I want to go where you go
I want

you don't care what I want

maybe it's me
am I too
far?

you tell us this stuff you're doing
all this amazing stuff
with your amazing friends
and what an amazing time you had
oh wow
you're so amazing

Well not all of us are amazing

you mock me for what they have
I can't like what they like

oh how bad I'm a perfectionist
oh how bad I'm an introvert

that doesn't mean I want to be left out
does it

do you not even like me anymore
what is it

is it me