Please... Anyone?

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This is after Ranboo met the mysterious woman at Tubbo's front door.

The sick brunette fainted and drifted his consciousness deep into his mind. Out of the woman's reach. Ranboo came running back to Tubbo's room after hearing his husband screaming. This consists of Tubbo's thoughts in his inner consciousness. Before resulting to the events that took place in chapter 2.

I know its short. but it just felt right to separate this moment from the rest of the other chapters.
I don't know how to explain it. but it just felt right, that's it. 

And~

Yup! that's about it. enjoy. 

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It's hot... So, hot. It hurts. It hurts so much, help me. Please. Anyone, make it stop! Please...

Tommy?

Ranboo?

Please... I don't wanna be alone. It hurt so much, my body... I can't. I don't. Please. I'm begging you! Someone! Anyone! PLEASE!

Please...

*hic*

It stings. It's heavy. It's hot. It's painful. It's unbearable. Someone, anyone... I can't do this alone.

*hic, sob*

I'm sorry...

*sob*

I'm sorry, please. I'm sorry for everything! I'm so, so, so sorry, I didn't mean to. Can you forgive me? Everyone? Tommy? Ranboo? Wilbur? Phil? Techno?...

I'm sorry...

Teardrops. *Hic*

It hurts. It hurts so fucking much! It's hard to breathe, it's hard to see, to hear, to feel, to think. My chest is so tight. And I'm alone. I don't wanna be alone... Please?... Mom? Dad? I am lonely.

I'm sorry.

Forgive me

I'm lonely

Don't leave me

I'm in pain

Help me

SO MUCH PAIN!

...

*cries*

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*hic* *sob*

.....

It burns... Its hot...

*sigh* *exhausted*

I'm tired... I need rest.

Can I sleep?

Should you?

Why do I feel so small... So tiny?... So tired.

*sigh*

I'm going to sleep.

Wake me up when it's all over. Or don't wake me up at all. Well, I think this is the end.

Good night.
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Inner thoughts can be shit sometimes. imagine feeling the burns in your chest and instantly thought of fireworks even though it isn't . Reliving your trauma over and over again, fighting against yourself and being your own judge of your sinful crimes. Until a slight change came helped you realize that its just a power that is within you trying to finally get out after many years of it being sealed deep in you. But even that, the process is painful. 

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