Senior Year ( Sequel to OC) || WDW

Chapter 40

*Jonah's POV*

I woke up before my alarm. I got up and got ready for school. I grabbed my keys and wallet, then out the door I went. I drove to school and got there early. I walked in the school, down the hall I saw Jack, Zach, and Gabriela. Once I got to them Zach gave me a high five and a bro hug. That's just a way to greet each other. I did the same to Jack and I gave Gabriela a hug. I sat down in the floor and unlocked my phone. I scrolled through Instagram and stopped on Addie's post. It was a picture of her and Chasity in a shirt that had One Direction on it. They really like that band. I liked her post and locked my phone. I looked up and saw Daniel, Chasity, and Corbyn. I stood up and all three of them looked at me.

"Excuse me guys I'm going to head on to class." I said looking into Chasity's eyes for the first time since we broke up. I sent her a small smile before walking away.

It still hurts not being able to hold her and kiss her. I miss her. When I got to the class room door it was locked. So I slid down the wall and rested my arms on my knees. I laid my head down and closed my eyes for a bit since it's still alittle early. Soon I felt a tap on my shoulder and I looked up to see Corbyn.

"Hey Corbyn." I said softly and put my head back down.

"Hey." He said as he sat down beside me.

"Look Jonah I'm sorry about yesterday ok. Addison told me what I said to you was rude and she's right but I am still mad at you because you know Chasity is my best friend and you broke her heart but I know you would've done the same for Addison if she was hurt by someone. But I just wanted to apologize."

I raised my head up and looked at him and gave him a small smile.

"I'm sorry I called you a dick. You can be as mad as you want at me but there is something I have to tell you. I still do love Chasity and I always will. She was my everything. It was like she was my heaven. I'd go back to her in a heart beat. But for right now I think you, me, and Chasity should gave each other some space. I'm going to my aunt's lake house this weekend to clear my mind. I just can't deal with all this drama. I know I caused it but I'm trying my best to fix it. With everyone calling my mistakes out in front of me, it's hard for me to stay calm and not lash out on you or anyone else." I explained and then the bell rang.

Corbyn and I walked in and for the rest of class I didn't speak to him. Even through second block I didn't talk to Chasity. I looked at her time to time but she catch me looking the past three times. I looked away and laid my head down. Hoping Mrs. Ruth wouldn't see me. I dosed off and a few minutes later I heard screaming.

"Jonah! JONAH MARAIS!" I shot up knocking my journal off my desk.

I bent down to get it but still got yelled at.

"Jonah don't pick it up! I'll do it for you!" She said picking it up.

"Please give me my Journal back." I said nicely and everyone was staring at me.

"No I'm not going to give it back to you. Since you want to sleep in class let's see what you've been writing in this journal.

"No Mrs. Ruth please don't read my journal."

"Oh there's pictures too."

"I'm begging you. Please give my journal back?" I asked as tears started to form in my eyes. There's a lot of personal things in there. It kinda like a diary and picture book.

"Jonah I already said no."

I grabbed my stuff and got up to leave.

"JONAH WHERE ARE YOU GOING!"

"If you're going to read my journal aloud I'm not going to be in here to hear it or see it. I asked for it back a few times and still you said no." I opened the door and let a few tears slip from my face but I wiped them away. I texted Addie and told her what Mrs. Ruth did. I headed to lunch and soon after the bell rang. I sat in my original spot at the lunch table and started eating my food. Everyone else joined but Chasity sat on the other side of Corbyn away from me. There was an empty spot between me and Corbyn. I wish Addie was here. I finished my food and pulled out my phone to see a text from Addison.