There's a dull ache in my chest.
I don't know where it came from. I don't know how long it's been here. I don't know how to get rid of it.
Can I?
I'm used to it.
The pain is still there. Present. It isn't smaller than before. Nor is it bigger than before. It's the same. But I know how to deal with it now.
Can I change it?
It doesn't bother me anymore. I've learned to live with it. To hide it from everyone else.
I don't like change.
But I want to change.
Should I?
