Pandora - Season 1 ( Daryl Dixon x OC)

#2 - things begin to change...

From the moment you knew you were going to Poland with your team, you haven't spoken a word to Jordan. Because you are pissed off at him, because he "forgot" to tell you. And because he lied to you, because he lied to the General. Because he made it look like YOU were the idiot, and the General yelled at you. Because you didn't have your men prepared, you were at home because you supposed to be on vacation. You have been surprised as Thompson called you and screams at the phone to you, that you was afraid, he couldn't talk for days.

At least now you know what's planned, and you can prepare for it, even if you don't have much time left. But thanks to Wolfe, who always has your back, everything will work out the way it's supposed to. He's the one everyone trusts, he can be an ass but he's the good soul that's there for you when you need him. The father who you can cry to. The protector who gives his life for you. In addition, you have been pleased to hear that a good companion will also be with you. Even though you haven't seen him yet, you are looking forward to working with him again.

When the general has told you that Dixon will also be coming along, a smile has crept onto your face. Not only is it always funny when Wolfe and Merle are together. No, he's one of the men you trust the most. Grinning, you remember that Jordan watched very angry at you as he watched your joy.
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And then he gave you the final reason that same night to finally get away from him, to leave him, to escape from that cage.

But luckily you have a sanctuary, a home, where you feel comfortable. Where you could go as you packed your bags willingly and moved out four days ago.

For as long as you can remember, your home has been here, in the barracks, with your men. Where even the biggest power holder treats you with more respect than your own husband.

Once again, there were so many things that now finally solidify you in your decision that you can't go on living like this. You know very well that if you had continued this marriage like this, it would have broken you at some point, this being with this reckless, selfish bastard for whom the term slut was invented.

But you have to block that out now, not think about it. He'll be on this mission too, and unlike him, you're capable of acting professionally. To separate your work and your private life. Jordan has never been able to do that. Just the fact that you wanted to keep your last name annoys him to this day.

In the last few days he has accused you of many things. That you want his job, that you don't respect him enough, that you don't make him feel like a real man. And that it's your fault that he has to look for confirmation with other women, because with them at least he has the feeling of fucking a real lady.
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When you then slapped him in the face, he really started to yell at you. You even feared that he would be all over the place, but luckily that didn't happen. He just came up to you and started spitting his words at you. And the whole truth finally gushed out of him. All the things he's been hiding since your wedding.

That he is only with you because you are the colonel's daughter and he hopes to gain an advantage through you. That you disgusted him from the beginning, and that he only had sex with you because he didn't want you to be suspicious. All just to move up in the rankings because he couldn't do it with his own performance. That you had better spread your legs for Wolfe and Merle. That you would have made it to nothing if the Colonel wasn't your father.

Now, as you look out of the General's building at the blonde bitch with her bright red lips, you feel sick to your stomach at the thought that your husband has been fucking her for months. You knew he was cheating on you, but you didn't know it was the General's typist. This snobbish beast, who you always would have loved to smash the keyboard in her face. Because she thinks she's something better, because she has a special status here in her high heels and short skirt. The epitome of sex, always ready for a quickie, available for anyone who is bored on this area. Oh yeah, she attracts everyone's attention, and as soon as she's visible, you can hear whistles coming from every corner, and she's enjoying it. Every single moment.