Chapter 5.
- What about the bracelet MN, who is MN, WHAT THE FUCK BITCH IS MN?
- Mina, who I just met, she's an MC on SBS - Siyeon replied.
- You bitch, keep on collecting girls - SuA laughed scornfully, then started to walk away.
Her heart was torn into a hundred pieces when she knew Lee Siyeon's true nature, she thought that Siyeon was sincere and loyal, Siyeon's eyes on the first day they met said it.
But it turned out not, SuA was completely blind, she was completely wrong. She spent almost half an hour crying pitifully in the cold sky, she let the cold winds hit her face, she hoped they would wake her up, so she wouldn't be dumbfounded in this toxic relationship anymore.
After today, Suho knows about it, he will come back to tell her family, and her parents will know, then it will be a moment like her death.
No matter how strict father Kim is, he will bring her to the boil until she dies.
When SuA went to Seoul to attend university, her parents gave her a specific process, they thought it was a perfect process and would make her life great. She will do well in school, graduate from college with an excellent degree, then go to work, marry a good guy, and have a good child.
She only deviated from the perfect process of Mr and Mrs Kim a bit, that is, she did not work in an office as her parents wanted, but she went to business, and fortunately in a short time, she proved her talent to her parents, so Mr and Mrs. Kim no longer put pressure on her career.
Mr. and Mrs. Kim could not have known that, that perfect process, did not make her happy at all, because she could not have feelings for men. When she made physical contact with them, she was completely emotionless.
And the one who gives her feelings, is Lee Siyeon. Siyeon looked at her with a look she could never forget, the first day they met.
SuA thought that Suho could look at her like that, but she had no interest in studying his gaze, so she couldn't feel Suho's feelings, even though he had told her he loved her many times.
She also thought that maybe Lee Siyeon's eyes looked emotional but it's just a habit, Siyeon does in showbiz, it's natural to act with eyes.
But SuA’s eyes are only on Lee Siyeon, she really likes Siyeon.
But she is a shy person in love, so she has no way to approach Siyeon more, and luckily, the one who does is Siyeon. Siyeon is always looking for her and spending time with her.
And in the moments of that evening walk, SuA lost control and pounced on Lee Siyeon on the lips. She boldly pushed her tongue into Siyeon’s mouth.
And she threw away all her inherent shyness, she proposed a love relationship with Lee Siyeon.
And Siyeon agrees.
From there, SuA’s terrible sin began.
She accepted the guilt, because she was always happy when she was with Siyeon. There were times when in bed, Siyeon made her so happy that she was ready to die, because she was so satisfied.
But in the end, Lee Siyeon is a bitch with a taste for betrayal.
- Kim SuA, stop, listen to me explain.
- Get away from me, you bastard - SuA yelled and continued walking.
- KIM SUA - Siyeon decided not to give in anymore, holding SuA's hand tightly, even if it made SuA bleed because her fingernails were stabbing SuA very hard.
- Ahhh - SuA cried out in pain.
- I did it to protect myself - Siyeon said coldly.
- What?
- Aren't you already living a full life, an ideal family, a growing job, there is a tool to help you satisfy your physiological weekly is me? you are not missing anything else, what are you angry about?
- ………… - SuA was surprised to see Siyeon's tantalizing attitude.
- As for me, I lack a lot, I need a real family, I need a fair and righteous love, I want to be myself. When I fell in love with you I had to hide, I had to cheat people too much, and now they found out my trick, they are disappointed in me and don't want to see me anymore. Do you think I'd give all of that up just for you, is it worth it?
- ………….
- I met and dated a few other girls, with the purpose of forgetting you, I don't want to love you that much anymore, I was too immersed in you and I felt like I was falling into a deadlock pit. What do you consider me to be? Isn't it a passerby? to playing to reduce boredom and then throws me away in the future? The person you want to have a long-term relationship with is your husband, your small family. I only have a small role in your life, so why am I allowed to only love you?
- ……………………
- You're the one who's bastard here.
- ………….
- I can't go on like this anymore, I can't love someone who doesn't give me a sure future. I need to find out other people, I need to date many other people, to experience, to forget you faster, I don't want to love you anymore – Siyeon said while crying, resentful for so long. Her heart was released like a flood overflowing the embankment.
- Lee Siyeon, why do you say that? I'm sure of one thing, only you in my heart - SuA was heartbroken when she saw Siyeon's tears, her swollen eyes continued to wet.
- What number do I sit in your heart with? is it behind your husband, your children, your parents right?
