i was heavily inspired by rihanna's song 'te amo' and now we have this! i hope you enjoy!
VICTORIA
my mind went blank as i looked around the dimmed club, nothing but pure drunks and their sober friends taking care of them. everyone seems to be having fun though, that's what it's about in the end.
i sip my vodka tonic as i catch glimpses of different people trying to have fun in the club which, honestly, has such bad music playing. playing baby lullabies would be better than this.
i've lost ethan a long time ago. he found interest in some guy handing out the drinks so i let him be. he'll find me eventually, he's ethan.
being alone at any event gets boring. and the fact that music here is trash isn't making it any better. i decided to not let anything hold me back anymore and go to the dance floor and dance. better music may be on it's way, you never know.
leaving my half empty glass on the table, i strut to the dance floor and try to feel the music. lifting my arms up, swaying my hips, dancing to the rhythm as much as i can just to feel good.
one of the reasons i'm trying to have fun is because life has been hectic lately. it's non stop work, touring, interviews and it can get tiring pretty fast. also to try and break my habit of hooking up and having one night stands so often. i know the guys get really frustrated when i regret it the next day, telling me i should stop and i know better. they're right, but i don't want to admit it to them.
it's so pathetic, really. i'm at the club, dancing alone. even if ethan was here, he wouldn't dance. he says that he isn't a man of many moves which - okay, i guess.
maybe i should find someone to dance with? i don't have to bring them back home or go to theirs, as the others say i always do. they sure know how to criticize.
lifting my gaze to stare at the people's faces, no one catches my interest. they're either too drunk or are with a group of friends. i definitely don't want to invade like that.
going deeper into the centre of the dance floor is so out of my comfort zone, but i feel the buzz of alcohol i took not long ago giving me confidence to do so.
even though i'm bisexual, i'm not really searching for a male accomplice. most of the men here are drunk anyway and i'm not looking to get into that.
while i walk through the crowd of sweaty people, i hear a familiar song start to play. it's something by rihanna, but i can't really descipher what.
stopping in my tracks, i see her. i don't know who she is, but she's found herself in the same situation as i have. she's acting out on it diffrrently tho.
she's alone, just like i am, but she's having the time of her life. she doesn't care if anybody is around her or looking at her, she's leaving everything she's got on that dance floor.
it's evident she's having fun and it brings a smile to my face. it's like she's radiating this positive energy that i crave right now.
"taking a picture would really last longer, you know?!" she yells over the music and smiles, getting me out of my trance.
i stare at her for a couple of second and she chuckles at me, still moving her hips to the beat.
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måneskin; imagines
Fanfictionimagines about the one and only - måneskin. >> i won't be updating that frequently - when ideas spark, i write them down and then publish <<< so forgive me if i go mia :,) started: 26th july 2021 story includes: måneskin x fem! reader