Shenzhen Senior Love ✔

~12~

⚠️❌TRIGGER WARNING: Use of homophobic slur.
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"At least someone loves me.." I say and rub their heads.

"Be glad you don't know anything about me for now...." I pause.

"I'm gonna go home. I'll see you both very soon. I love you guys so much." I say and leave.

"How're they doing." A nurse asks me talking about my niece and nephew.

"They are holding steady. Hopefully going home soon." I say and he smiles.

"That's good. I heard you lost a baby today. I'm sorry. You were working so hard." He says and I nodded.

"Yeah, I tried so hard. But things happen for a reason... Well I'm gonna go. I'm taking the rest of the day off. Page me if anything happens to the Han twins." I say and he nods and bows.

I leave to the changing rooms and change into my normal clothes and leave the hospital.

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I walk into the house and set my case down and I walk in and sat at the table and put my hands on my face.

"You okay? Why are you home right now?" I hear mom ask coming out of her room.

I look at her and I shake my head.

"Nothing..." I say and she sits next to me.

"Lewis and Issa. Is that the problem?" She says and I set my head on my hands and look at her and shook my head.

I could feel my eyes filling up with tears.

"I lost a baby today.." I say and cry.

This is the first time I've ever cried this much and I felt fucking pathetic.

"I feel so fucking pathetic!! I can't even keep someone I love, or have my parents support me and my decisions. So how can I fucking keep a baby alive! My first time losing a baby!! I tried so hard momma.." I say and cry and she pulls me into a hug.

I hear footsteps coming down the stairs.

"Dyl, what's wrong?" I hear Jack say and I look at him.

"Just everything... Since I've been back... Lewis, Issa... Having an unsupportive dad... Just EVERYTHING..." I say and bawl and Jack comes over and pulls me in a hug and rubs my head..

"Shhh..." He says and continues to rub my head and back.

"How about you go up and rest... You really need it, Dylan.." Yue says and I nodded and unattached myself from Jack.

I wipe my face.

"Bentley and Ella are doing magnificent. They are slowly coming off the tubes and stuff. Ella's still having trouble breathing. But she's getting there." I say and they smile.