-Rants-

Friends

There are the best friends who you trust with your whole life, the average friends that you like to be around but aren't the most trustworthy, the friends that you can't trust whatsoever but still kinda like that, the acquaintances, which you may or may not trust them but you don't really talk to them much. And obviously other stages but whatever

Well I have all of these friends but what I hate most about my friends it the fact that when I have a really good friends, they get introduced to some of my other friends and they become besties and compete leave me out.

Now I am one to easily get mad and jealous, so this situation for me...isn't good, I get pissed very easily when this happens.

This is also currently happening to me right now.

My friend who I've known since 5th grade is now like absolute besties with my new friend from this year and just because they have one single thing in common, they ah ethos whole anthem 2 day sleeping bet planned with some other friends who also have that one thing in common.

And I was completely downgraded by them and forgotten because I didn't find that much interest in the thing they have in common. And I said it was boring and they were like "well you boring and it's so much better than anything else" and I'm just like "BRUH...opinions, I have one, let me express it without you butting in. Sorry not sorry"

And I said I lie the movies to Percy Jackson and thus were like "those movies suck, the books were so much better" and I'm just standing there like "cool, I didn't read the books, I liked the movies, big deal"

And when we are able to be partners in class and I have 2 other friends I look at one and I'm like 'yeah? Yeah? Me and you? The two amigo's?" And he/she it like "no sorry, with so&so (obviously not using names) and I'm just like "okay whatever thanks for considering me..."
BAM my jealousy shown in its natural habitat...
And a couple weeks ago in history it was pretty in that same thing/situation but they were like "no we're together, we know a lot more about this topic together than any own else"
Yea, I was bothered by that but then I realized when we're done with a that paper that we were working on in the partners, I got soooooo much more done because I was alone and working by myself and not distracted. :) GO ME

Alsoooooo, for April Fools day that was today (now technically yesterday. It's 12:00 AM where I am) he/she thought it episode be funny to take my iPod and hide it and then say he/she gave it back to me in first period and he/she didn't know where it was but my trusty friends told where it was and I went back to him/her and was like "Ya I know where it was, btw I need it next period soooo i need it back... Thank ya :)"
Yes I'll admit that response was a little rude but if you actually know me, things like this I take wayyyyyy to literally in situations like this. and then my friends get mad at me because of that and it's just one giant lump of trouble.

But ya, that was my rant. It pretty much explained my day and it felt nice to why rid of that.

Soooo, thank YA!
-Amber💕😋🙈