Steve's POV
I couldn't believe it but I was holding Rylee in my arms again and I didn't want to let go ever. I looked down at her and remembered the last day we were together. It was the day when I brought back the stones. Two months ago for me but ten for her but I still remembered what she said that day and I never had a chance to answer so I did it now.
'I'm yours, always.' She stared at me and smiled. I lost every thought and our eyes interweaved. I dove into the amber. I got lost in them. Her hair was messy and her lips swollen. She was never more beautiful than in that moment. I gave her another sweet kiss just to emphasize that I was meaning what I just said.
I stopped the kiss and pulled out of her. I walked into the bathroom to get a washing cloth and a towel. She tensed before I even touched her and when I looked down at her I saw that her smile disappeared. She looked at me with wide eyes. I was concerned I might have hurt her. 'Everything okay? Did I hurt you?'
Rylee shook her head and whispered to me. 'No, you didn't hurt me at any moment but... we didn't use protection' I needed a moment to understand what she meant but then it hit me.
'Oh' I helped her clean up, threw the towel and cloth in the laundry basket and took a seat on the bed again. I organized my thoughts before I blurted out with everything. We just found each other again, I didn't want to overwhelm her so I wanted to know what was going through her mind. 'Tell me what's going on in your head right now.'
'I'm not ready for another baby yet. Charlie is just three months old. We just got back together and it's too soon.' I wouldn't mind having another baby because I wanted a big family with her and I would love to see her pregnant. I missed everything with Charlie and I wanted to be there but I knew that it was her body and her choice so I didn't want to pressure her into anything.
'I understand that. If you're not ready we can drive into the pharmacy tomorrow morning and get you a morning-after pill.' She stared at me like a second head grew out of my shoulder. She pulled the sheets over her body and raised her eyebrows.
'How do you know about the morning-after pill?' Was that jealousy? I suppressed a smile and answered her.
'Even though I'm over a hundred years old, I have lived in this century for over ten years. I read a lot. As far as I know none of my past relationships ever needed one so you don't need to worry.' The tension left her body a bit and I waited for her reaction. I knew that the possibility that she would be pregnant was very small but it was there.
'I don't think something happened. My cycle is still totally messed up since I gave birth and I just had my period. Let's just use protection from now on and when I am pregnant then it's supposed to be.' She put her hand on my cheek as if she knew what I was thinking. 'Don't think I don't want more kids, it's just too early after everything we've been through.'
I knew she was right. I just got her back and we had Charlie but I wouldn't mind extending this family. I was just glad that she wanted more kids in the future. A thought still crossed my mind. 'We always used protection and I still got you pregnant.'
Rylee started to laugh. 'The only contraceptive method which is one hundred percent effective is when I would keep my legs closed.' I started to laugh with her. I hoped she was just joking. 'Condoms have an expiration date and when we used the ones Nat gave us years ago the material was already becoming brittle.'
'So the condoms Nat gave us to not make her an aunt too soon were the reason that you got pregnant in the end?' We looked at each other and started to laugh again. It was a little bit ironic and I knew that Nat would have found that hilarious. I was missing her and I knew Rylee missed her even more. 'Speaking of condoms. We still need to get to the pharmacy to buy some'
I thought about getting up and driving to the pharmacy right now. Would I manage to buy some, get back and spend some time with Rylee before Bucky was back with Charlie? Rylee grabbed into her nightstand and pulled out a big pack of condoms. 'We just need to go if we use all of them tonight.' She smirked and giggled when I started to tickle her. It turned into a moan when I let my hands wander over her body.
My gaze followed my hands and I looked at her body in adoration. Her body changed a bit in all these months which was no surprise because she had a baby. My baby. But every change just made me fall in love with her even more. Every stretch mark and every scar heightened my feelings for her. I started to kiss every single stretch mark and worshiped her body like she deserved.
'You are so beautiful' I knew she was insecure about her body. 'So fuckin' beautiful' I heard a small part of her conversation she had with Pepper a couple days ago where she was talking about the changes of her body and that she didn't know if I would still find her sexy. She was the sexiest, most gorgeous woman. She was real and she was mine.
I let my fingers wander between her legs and between her folds. 'You're already so wet again' She hummed. I gently explored her most intimate parts and slid two fingers into her. Rylee shuddered and moaned and as she clawed her fingers into the bedsheets and arched her back, I knew I directly found the spot that would make her come in now time.
I started to thrust my fingers in and out of her body, rubbed over the sensitive spot deep inside her body and everytime I found it Rylee came closer to an orgasm. She breathed harder and one of her hands grabbed my upper arm and I felt her short fingernails digging into my skin. I just watched her, watched her reactions when I let my thumb run over her clit.
'Shit, Captain' She was screaming and moaning and I loved it when she made those sounds. I wanted to go on like this forever so that she would never stop moaning and whimpering.
'Let go. You're so damn beautiful, sweetheart. Be a good girl and cum for me. Damn it, yes ...' and as she needed me to tell her, she exploded. I felt her wetness running over my fingers. I nearly came with her because it was so hot watching her. I needed to be inside her.
I grabbed a condom, rolled it over and rubbed my length at her entrance. She was moaning my name again and I smiled before I thrusted into her. Her hands started to touch me and I realized that I wouldn't last long enough if she would continue so I grabbed her hands and held them over her head. I thrusted faster into her and her lustful screams rolled over, interspersed with words of pleasure.
I needed to be careful because I couldn't let go completely this time. She needed time to get used to everything again after the long time and the baby. I nearly lost control and tried not to hurt her and I also held myself back so I wouldn't come before her. I needed her to let go first. Her orgasm was supposed to send me over the edge.
'Harder, Captain' she moaned.
'Your wish is my command.' It was then that I realized that I was fooling myself. I wasn't in control here, she was in control. She had me wrapped around her little finger and if she let me, I would spend the rest of this life doing whatever she wanted.
She wanted me to go harder so I thrust hard into her, holding her wrists still in my hand while I used the other one to play with her bare clit. Rylee let her head fall back, gasped loudly with every hard thrust. I nibbled at her throat. Her breathing got faster, her moaning sounded deeper and I knew she was almost ready. A tremor ran through her body and her muscles tightened around my cock. I was damn close.
'Cum with me, darling' and in that moment Rylee screamed out her orgasm and let herself get carried away. When I felt her walls flutter around me I came undone as well. I moaned her name and let go of her wrists before I would break them in my grip. I thrusted into her a few more times because I couldn't get enough of the feeling of being inside her. This was my heaven.
