Book two
Rhegan Clarke:
A girl who has everything but struggles
to grasp the one thing she truly wants.
" I miss you and I love you so fucking much that it hurts. But it hurts even more to be without you. It hurts that I pushed you away because of...
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My gaze met with his as I took a breath and read the block."Give a lap dance to the person across from you."
You have got to be fucking shitting me.
My eyes flickered back to him to see a small smug tug on his upper lip. Did he want this after everything? Did he still want to put up with my shit?
Did he still want me?
"Dommy boy!" Kyler called out reclaiming his role as party M.C for the nostalgia.
"Take! Your! Seat!"The party goers chanted out along with Kyler.
Dominic pushed himself off of the wall and walked confidently towards the seat. As he took each step, I felt the ground pulse under my feet with the purpose behind them.
He sat down, manspreading his legs as he studied me carefully. The playful look in his eyes taunted me...
Scared? He subtly arched a brow.
I shook my head. Fuck no.
My father didn't raise a bitch.
Well... he kind of did.
I turned toward the girls who gave me a small thumbs up. Despite my slight lack of confidence right now, I squared my shoulders and straightened my posture. I looked him dead in the eyes as the music started to play and lowered myself onto his lap.
Dominic being the greedy fucker that he was, gripped my waist causing my dress to bunch up at the sides. Where he touched my body warmed, loving the feel of his hands being back on my body.
"You know you miss me." He whispered into my ear, his breath making my body come alive as it tickled the faint hairs on my skin. His hands kept me anchored as I started a slow grind on his lap.
"Shut up." I muttered.
Dominic let out a deep chuckle as his intense gaze stayed on me; never faltering. Chills ran up my spine as he watched my every move carefully, eyes trialing down my body.
Fuck him for still having this affect on me months after we parted ways. Fuck him for still looking at me like I was the only girl that mattered when I was the cause of us separating. Fuck him for looking so irresistibly good all the fucking time.
Fuck him in general.
"Rhegan." Dominic's soft voice brought me out of my thoughts as he raised his hands to me, rubbing my cheek softly.
"Don't." I interrupted as I stood up swiftly and turned with my back facing him.
I sat down on his lap, rolling my ass over his crotch. His giant palm trailed up my stomach slowly. A low groan rumbled against my back as he cupped my under boob.
"Eww!" Ayanna gagged from the side as a laugh left my mouth. "This feels illegal to watch."
I slightly felt bad that she had to see her best friend give her step-brother a lap dance. But at this moment I was too lost in Dominic's hands touching whatever he could to give a fuck.
"Angel, stop being dramatic, we've done worse," Carson said over the whoops and hollers of everyone else.
I opened my legs as I took my hair out its butterfly clip, letting my hair flow flawlessly down my back. My hands drifted up my body as newfound confidence surges through me as the crowd's cheers grow louder.
A carefree smile formed on my face as I ran my hands through my hair, letting it fall down my back once more.
"Yes, Rhegan!" Skylar yelled, boosting my confidence some more.
" Oh, she's a pro!" Sade teased as Elizabeth recorded. I sent a wink towards the camera as I relaxed into Dominic's body.
"You want one?" I pointed to Jora. "Yes ma'am! I got next." She shouted as the crowd hooted in response.
I roll my body against Dominic's as he grips my thighs, rubbing his thumb against the apex of my hip bone, dangerously close to my vagina. Snapping my legs closed, he removes his hands to trail them down my sides as his nose finds its way to the crook of my neck.
My core throbbed as I felt him hardening under me. My face stayed neutral but my insides were burning with the need to feel him inside of me again... taking what he wanted.
I placed my hands on his knees as the beat slowed down. My hip motions slowed down with it as I rotated my ass on him. I looked behind my shoulder, smirking a little as I watched myself.
Dominic's eyes were darkened, zoned in on my ass as it rubbed against him. My confidence slowly started to trickle out of my body as the song came to end. His gaze flickered towards me and that's when I came back to reality.
I had just given a lap dance to the one guy that I probably shouldn't have.
I quickly hop off of his lap and take off into the crowd."Rhegan!" Elizabeth called after me as I ran past them. Pushing my way through the crowd, I made it towards the nearest bathroom. Just as I was about to close the door he pushed his way inside and closed it behind him.
"Rhegan.'' He leaned against the door, arms crossed as he watched me.
"God, stop saying my name." I ran a hand through my hair as he approached me slowly. My hands gripped the side of the sink as I clenched my eyes shut, waiting for the impact of his body heat against mine.
"You used to love it when I moaned it.'' He cockily replied. I let out a small whimper, practically hearing them in my head like a taunt replaying in my mind.
My heart felt like it was constricting as he comes to a stop. I didn't know if I wanted to cry—yell at him for coming back—yell at him for still having feelings— or kiss him.
Because I fucking missed him so much.
"What do you want?" I swallow the burning in my throat as he reaches for me. "What do you want from me, huh?" I whisper as he turns me around, forcing me to look at him.
"Don't you know by now, Rhegan?" He looked down at me, annoyance clear in his features.
"I want you, and you want me." My breathing started to quicken as he leaned down, his lips brushed against the shell of my ear as his breath sent tingles across my skin.'' And don't even deny it, Rhegan, because I see the way you can't look at me for too long. I see and feel the way your body reacts to me when I touch you.''
And to prove his point, he placed his hands on my waist as he pressed his body into mine.
Thousands of sparks ran throughout my body. My heart rate picked up at the electric feeling that ran throughout my veins at the feeling of his palms.
