The girl with the Mask

Butterflies

I was high in love and sober in actual, The nights went sleepless, I was just in dilemma, what's happening, It wasn't the first time, but it felt all new and different, The sky was cloudy and the breeze carried tears, Whenever I thought about her or imagined her, I felt very relaxed and calm, Finally that painful night vanished and left those so called scars in the form of "Dark Circles", It was a different morning for me, cause today I waked for someone else, I carried some different excitement, cause I was craving for her. I just picked some empty notebooks and went running towards my classroom.

In a minute or two, I was there outside my class, I peeked from the window to check weather she was there or not? and got stuck in the moment, She was sitting on the very third bench in the last row, and I kept starring her for a while,

And than just entered the class, I occupied the bench very next to her and behaved like its all normal. I kept seeing forward and didn't saw her even for a while, cause I thought, If I'll saw her, she will understand that I came to sit there intentionally, thus I kept ignoring my love, I behaved like she doesn't matters for me, but the truth was that, "I came college just to see her, Its the irony that ignorance is also a part of love, and I believe "Good things take time" thus, I had no any issue in staying away from her for some time, cause I believed, at the end, She will be with me. In the flow of lectures i just forgot that i had to see her face today, Now, my patience was dying, I just wanted to remove her mask, and see the creativity of almighty, But, it wasn't that easy, cause I was just a stranger to her, She had no idea about my existence, Lectures passed and it was break time, I was sitting in the mess, having my lunch, and suddenly Ambuj came, Sat next to me, and shouted, "Baby i am having an idea", I said nothing, just turned my face towards him , He continued, "Bro, Lectures and all is cool, but how will she manage to have her lunch with the mask?", I smiled and said She will remove it!, and Ambuj said, "Exactly".

I just threw everything i had and started running towards the canteen, Ambuj was running behind me, In about say 5 minutes, I was there in the canteen, My eyes were searching for her smile, but she wasn't visible, Suddenly Ambuj shouted, "Trippy, She is there" I didn't moved, i closed my eyes, i was gathering courage to see her, and than I turned back and BOOM, She was carrying a beautiful smile, had braces in her lower jaw, and a mole below her right eye, She was like an example to the word "beauty", I was just starring her, Suddenly Ambuj came in between and said, Baby we are done for today, Lets go now or you will get some beautiful slaps from her beautiful hands,

I smiled and he just pulled me towards the canteen cause we missed our lunch, Time passed and we were back to college, It was the period of M.P. LAB (Manufacturing practices), I had completed the activity thus i was sitting aside, and She was standing at some distance with her group , She was far away, yet clearly visible, Suddenly, i saw her talking with some random guy, that boy was wearing a black leather jacket, and had "creep" written on his forehead, I was "insecure inside" and "i don't care" outside, I convinced myself, "Talking isn't a big deal", I too talk with alot of girls, Its all normal, and suddenly i saw him, typing something on his phone and she was saying something, she wasn't audible cause of the distance, but i was sure they were sharing number's.

My anxiety was now on peak, in my case it took me month's to just see her, and this random nigga is getting her number in the first meet, again i relaxed myself by saying, "Sharing number's is not a big deal", I too have alot of girls in my contact list. This time i got a reply from within, that being positive is good but being an emotional fool is just insane, I got tensed with that feeling , I told everything to my friend, Faiz, and He smiled, grabbed my hand, pulled me up and said, "Come with me, Lets break him", and by break he meant exactly what Break means. Before i continue let me give you a small character sketch of "FAIZ", He gets angry and happy very fast, There is just one thing common in me and faiz, which is, "We both suffer from mood swings, without any menstrual cycle, So he is a quite interesting person, but the irony here is that, "He can't be understood", He is unpredictable. Coming back to the story....So he pulled my hand and we started stepping towards her, As my heart realised i was getting close to her, It started beeping fast, Now we were standing in front of a bench, and they both, i.e. She and that leather jacket boy were sitting on that bench, Faiz said to her, "Are you done with today's activity?", She replied, I did nothing, and while pointing a finger towards that leather jacket boy, she continued, "He completed the activity and i just gave my name within his work, Faiz turned back and said to me, How smart she is, isn't it?,

I smiled and said nothing, just ignored both of them and went back to my seat, My anxiety made me cold, I just had opportunity to break the ice between us and start the conversation, But i just missed that, again i gave moral support to myself, "Good things take time", Day passed and I was back again to my hostel, I was just remembering her voice, Her voice gave me, "Butterflies", and i had no-any word to use as an adjective to her voice, It was all perfect, and I slept thinking about her.

So, what you guys think will happen next, will the author be able to break the ice, in between and start the conversation, I will be back with the continuation, Till than, Keep caring and keep Sharing.

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~trippy