Day 1
I always see you sitting at the farthest, darkest corner of the classroom talking to no one but yourself. At first I knew you were something. Your eyes seem to hide under your glasses. I think you're cute. I sighed and you seem to have heard the sound. You looked up and caught me staring at you. That's when I turned around and never dared to look at you again.
Day 2
You seem to be your usual self - aloof, mysterious, talking to no one. I noticed you weren't wearing your glasses anymore. I knew I was right when I said you were cute. Your eyes are gorgeous. It's as if staring at them makes someone lose their mind. And as I was enjoying myself staring at you, you caught me for the second time.
Day 3
There's something different at the way you look. Gone are your glasses and the mysterious, dark aura that usually engulfs you. I don't know what happened but you seem to be in a lighter mood. You're even smiling now, which made my heart jump. If only you knew I haven't slept well thinking of you.
Day 4
Is it just me or do you seem to grow more and more beautiful every day? Your eyes seem to glow. Even your cheeks are rosier. And I seem to be drawn closer and closer to you. If only I could get 'real' close.
Day 5
After another sleepless night, I finally got the courage to talk to you. But that courage seem to crumble at the sight of you holding hands and smiling at the guy you're with. If only I had spoken to you sooner.
Day 6
I heard your voice for the first time. It caught me off guard. I never really thought much about how beautiful your voice is. If only I could be the one you're talking to.
Day 7
I saw you laughing at something he said. I really do love that carefree laugh of yours. I love how your face lights up in the process. I guess I just love everything about you. If only I could be the reason behind those laughter.
Day 8
Something's not quite good today. You're not your joyful self. You're back to the gloomy, social outcast that I've grown to love. You're back to the old you. You aren't even smiling. If only I could ask you what's wrong.
Day 9
I haven't seen you in class. You're not at your usual seat. I spent the whole day wondering if you're okay. If only I could know where you are.
Day 10
People started to talk about you. I've heard he left you for some other girl. Someone prettier, hotter and funnier to be with, as they've said. And only then that I had known how you've been trying to hold on. I never really thought that you could have the guts to take away your life for some worthless, crappy guy like him. If only I had been there by your side when you were down. I could have been a shoulder to cry on. If only I had the courage to talk to you every day instead of looking at you from afar, we could have been good friends. You could have been mine. I could have loved you and treasured to way better than him. If only...
