ninth avenue - poetry

declutter

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today, i decided to declutter few things inside my room,

i wonder where i have put all the stuff, i forgot they existed

did they?

or is it only inside my head?

i look around to see where i should start

i saw a tiny box i do not remember i have it

i garnered strength to see what's inside

a sudden jolt of both bliss and discomfort occurred

pictures of a man and i inside a mall

my smile, back then, holds a thousand pleasing adjectives

reminiscence suddenly awakens a loving soul inside me

i was different hat the photographs are showing

i closed the box to end this

i saw few boxes under my bed,

but i am afraid what i'm going to remember next