Request by 31LouisTomlinson31
Yeosang pov
I've always been quiet. That painfully shy kid in school. The one that would cry when we had to do oral reports. Unfortunately for me, this trait of mine carried into my life after high school. When I joined ATEEZ, I would barely talk to any of the members except for Wooyoung. He was the only one who knew about how hard it was for me to speak to others, and since then, he's tried to look out for me, by always making sure I was included and encouraging me to speak up.
Sometimes though, this didn't happen.
If someone met Wooyoung for the first time and knew anything about him, it was that he had the attention span of a goldfish. This inability to focus only doubled when San and VLIVES were involved. Wooyoung was like a little kid in a candy shop during VLIVES, always speaking at 100 mph and just being his fun loveable self. But, this also meant that VLIVES didn't normally go too well for me, unless Woo was sitting directly next to me, which in this case he wasn't. This brings me to the sticky situation I am currently wrapped up in.
"So this comment reads, ''When are you guys going on tour?"" Seonghwa reads aloud. "Hmm that's a good question. It's harder to go on tour right now with all things considered, so we really don't know quite yet."
I look around and notice no one talking so I decide that it's probably a good time to input a little bit. "When we do tour, our goal is to reach as many cities as we can so we can meet as many Atinys as possible." I say pretty quickly. I look up, expecting to hear someone add onto what I said but instead hear everyone talking about a completely different topic. What? Did they just ignore me? I shake it off, convincing myself that they just wanted to change the subject. I start fiddling with the rings on my fingers to distract myself from the amount of anxiety that I have just from talking to a camera. Isn't that stupid? It's not even like we're talking to people face to face, it's just a camera. Maybe I should just try again.
I turn back to the conversation and hear Woo talking about how much he loved San's satoori in The Real. I really did enjoy San's part in the song too. I started saying, "I think that San-" before I was cut off by Wooyoung's booming voice.
"Sannie really killed his parts, didn't he, Atiny?" Wooyoung looked expectantly into the camera as he spoke.
I glance over and see San's face tinted with a light pink color. San's flustered, that's cute. That almost makes me forget about the fact that I was deliberately cut off by Wooyoung.
Almost.
I'll just try to talk one more time, and if that doesn't work, well, I can just call it a day from there. Third time's a charm I suppose. I listened in to the conversation to see when I could possibly say something and I heard a good opportunity. An Atiny was asking what we were going to have for dinner, so I can talk about what I love best...CHICKEN!! Everyone was saying what they wanted to eat later and even arguing a little bit. So, I speak up and say, "I want to eat chicken of course," I giggle and add, "Oh. You know what we should go-"
"I don't think we should go out and eat tonight. We should just make ramyun." Mingi says, talking over me.
I gape over at him, my mouth ajar. That's the third time I've been interrupted or talked over during the VLIVE. Are they mad at me for something? I retract backwards into my seat and kind of separate myself a little bit from everyone. I stare off not really paying attention to what my brothers are saying, just thinking more about what might make them angry at me. Are they even angry?
My mind races, trying to come up with a possible reason that they're ignoring me when I feel a slight nudge from next to me. I peek through my long bangs and see Hongjoong looking at me expectantly. "Sangie, you wanna answer the question?" He says to me quietly.
