ME//BAD MEMORIES

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Samantha's POV

Fvck I need to hide now now

I don't know the passages and classes to this school

I ran and ran taking turns and turns i found a door i opened and turned my back to the door

"That was close"I breathed out

What was he doing here and why are they saying he is back

Oh yeah he did arrive at Bergsville when i was doing grade 10 and now he is moving again

Seth
Me and Seth never talked just regular hi and hey nothin more

But him being here and him knowing what happened back there in Bergsville just gives me goosebumps

Well if i can make sure we dont see each other that okay i bet he won't even recognise me because of my look

Maybe but still have to be careful

I finally got out and went straight to the school gate
Well classes ended and i walk back home The painnn

~~~
I finished my Physics homework
And my Life Orientation assignment
Being a senior sucks too much work even on first days

"I never meant to hurt you"

The voice that will never fade away
Even if it my fault but I still cant
I thought moving away would help me

"I did it for you"

Why me?
I've always wanted an answer to that
Why me?

"Believe me Samantha it was a mistake"

I should have never believed that stupid lie
I should have just kept it to myself

"This will all come back to haunt you Matthews"

Ahhhhhhh why can't I just forget everything and move on
It was true it all coming back
All of it

"Honey are you okay in there?"Mom knocked on my room
"Im...im fine mom"
I tried to hide my trembling voice

"Ok honey dinner is ready"
"I...I wont eat toda..y mom tha..thanks"I locked the door
Switched off the light only my small desk light was on

My shadow
There it is
It follows me but it will leave me soon
Again

We the only ones who understand each other

Me and my only shadow

As i let my tears flow down to my cheeks

That how i sleep EVERYDAY
IT SOON BECAME NORMAL

~~~
"Did you write The physics homework Jenna?"
Riley opened her locker that was actually next to mine

"Yes i did"I took out my Maths book

"Can i copy yours i didnt get time"She smiled wicked widely

"Umm sure"I gave her my book
"Thanks you the best"

"Dont keep giving her your homework Jen"Denis spoke up
"Stop being jealous Denis"Riley snickered
"Who sa..."

"Hey do i know you from somewhere"

Seth

"No not really"I looked down
"Im sure i saw you somewhere Miss..."
"Jenna Matthews"
"Matthews you say...."He continued to examine my face

"You making me uncomfortable please can you let me go i have class"I stood up and took my bag and rushed for that door i found yesterday

"I guess im making this my escape room"I laughed at myself

          

"It was mine first lady so please leave"A deep voice behind me spoke

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh"
I screamed my lungs out
He touched my mouth and slid his arm to my neck

"Shut up lady"He spoke up again

"Mmmh mmmh...mmmh magsiebddvwis"I tried talking

I kicked his crotch with my leg

"Aahh ahh fool"He groaned in pain
"That what you get for scaring me and for telling me to Shut up"I smirked alone watching him

"I was just telling you this is my escape room and you just invading my privacy.....and you went all Home Alone screams"He tried fixing his posture

"Ohh sorry Sir escape room is mine and im invading your privacy if you didn't know this is school property and i could tell the principal you actually bunking"I pointed at him

"Who said im bunking fool"He looked at me down
I should say he is quite tall and handsome

"You do look like smoking bunking type"I kept eyeing him up and down

"And you aren't you supposed to be in class?"He pointed at me too now

"I....."I checked the time
Im 15 minutes late sh*t

"Byee lady"He waved with his other hand on the pocket

Intimidating i see

~~~
"What what his name?"Tanya asked

"I don't know and i dont even want to know"I clicked my tongue just by thinking of him stupid jerk calling me lady who the hell is he

"I bet it Mike"Riley took a spoon full of spaghetti
"Nah it must be Taylor he has that disgusting attitude"Tanya rolled her eyes

"Well i dont care i just dont want to meet him anymore"I nodded to my sentence

"Heyy can i sit here"I looked up

Seth

"no"
I thought out loud

"Sure...you can"Tanya eyed me and confused

"Hi Denis"Seth fist bumped Denis

"Hi Im Seth Miller i heard you ne..."
"I know who you are"I continued eating

"Please dont mind her she gets angry when she eats"Tanya intervened

He continued talking about his previous school and how girls were all over him like here and how

Bergsville was the best place in the world

Like how....

"So she came to me with only her bra and panties my mom was like What the hell is happening in my front door I was too stuned to spea..."He stoped when i raised a hand

"Can you .....Shut up just zip it okay im trying to eat here"I looked at him

"Im .. sorry Jenna"He shut his mouth and no one talked after that

~~~

"The aim of this group work is to actually see your teamwork because you will all now Learn how to work with others in a career field"Sir Miller gave us papers

I teamed up with Kate,Rose and...

WHATTTT SETH STUPID
SETH MILLER

"Where should we meet then?"Kate took the papers and looked back to us

"How about Your house"Rose pointed me

"My...my..my house"I choked a bit on my saliva

"What are you hiding something?"Seth smirked

"Hide hide what you so annoying and just irritating how could u say that"I looked at him with dark eyes

"Chill Jenna i was kidding"He rolled off

"I say the cafe is better"He actually talked something that makes sense
We discussed all issues and what work a person gets

We were all heading out now for the next class
When Seth came close to me and whispered in my ear
"You got some serious anger issues Jenna Matthews"Then he walked off

Does he know?
That it actually me Samantha Matthews from Bergsville High

He would have confronted me but what if he is just doing this to make me suffer for what i did

"I don't like your tone Samantha"He whispered as i shivered

Not these old voices again

"I will always be here Sammy"

What I actually fell for but not this time Life Not this time

Im trying my luck here sooo
Imma sleep now

What do think Samantha is hiding
Leave your opinion in the comments

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