MY ONLY SHADOW//ME

ME//BAD MEMORIES

Samantha's POV

Fvck I need to hide now now

I don't know the passages and classes to this school

I ran and ran taking turns and turns i found a door i opened and turned my back to the door

"That was close"I breathed out

What was he doing here and why are they saying he is back

Oh yeah he did arrive at Bergsville when i was doing grade 10 and now he is moving again

Seth
Me and Seth never talked just regular hi and hey nothin more

But him being here and him knowing what happened back there in Bergsville just gives me goosebumps

Well if i can make sure we dont see each other that okay i bet he won't even recognise me because of my look

Maybe but still have to be careful

I finally got out and went straight to the school gate
Well classes ended and i walk back home The painnn

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I finished my Physics homework
And my Life Orientation assignment
Being a senior sucks too much work even on first days

"I never meant to hurt you"

The voice that will never fade away
Even if it my fault but I still cant
I thought moving away would help me

"I did it for you"

Why me?
I've always wanted an answer to that
Why me?

"Believe me Samantha it was a mistake"

I should have never believed that stupid lie
I should have just kept it to myself

"This will all come back to haunt you Matthews"

Ahhhhhhh why can't I just forget everything and move on
It was true it all coming back
All of it

"Honey are you okay in there?"Mom knocked on my room
"Im...im fine mom"
I tried to hide my trembling voice

"Ok honey dinner is ready"
"I...I wont eat toda..y mom tha..thanks"I locked the door
Switched off the light only my small desk light was on

My shadow
There it is
It follows me but it will leave me soon
Again

We the only ones who understand each other

Me and my only shadow

As i let my tears flow down to my cheeks

That how i sleep EVERYDAY
IT SOON BECAME NORMAL

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"Did you write The physics homework Jenna?"
Riley opened her locker that was actually next to mine

"Yes i did"I took out my Maths book

"Can i copy yours i didnt get time"She smiled wicked widely

"Umm sure"I gave her my book
"Thanks you the best"

"Dont keep giving her your homework Jen"Denis spoke up
"Stop being jealous Denis"Riley snickered
"Who sa..."

"Hey do i know you from somewhere"

Seth

"No not really"I looked down
"Im sure i saw you somewhere Miss..."
"Jenna Matthews"
"Matthews you say...."He continued to examine my face

"You making me uncomfortable please can you let me go i have class"I stood up and took my bag and rushed for that door i found yesterday

"I guess im making this my escape room"I laughed at myself