The Heartless Girl || Completed ||

Love

" Y/N , I ..... I.... I love you. " He says & shuts his eyes tightly biting his lips.

Your POV :

" Y/N , I ..... I.... I love you. " I stare at him shocked as he says those words . It took me few seconds to actually understand what he meant. I had a feeling long ago that maybe Taehyung likes me but love is a big word. Actually huge.

" Shit! Y-Y/N , I-I know you don't love me & maybe never will . Please don't let my confession ruin whatever we had . I just felt like I needed t-to tell you . It was bothering me so much. I'm sorry. Really. I didn't wanted to offend you . P-Please . I - " I cut him off saying , " you're rambling. " Hearing my words, he shuts his mouth looking at me.

" Come in. I think we should talk inside." I say opening the main gate.
He stares for few seconds then follows behind. After a silent elevator ride , we reach the fifth floor . I open the gate for him & gesture him to sit on the couch.

I hand him a glass of water which he takes with a little thanks .

" Love ... Is a really heavy word ya know ? " I ask sitting beside him . " I don't know about others but for me , it has a deep meaning. People easily say 'I love you' but is it actually that easy to fall in love with anyone ? " I add. " I'm not judging you or your feelings Taehyung. I'm just making sure whatever you said there , has a meaning for you. There is a huge difference between loving someone & liking someone." I say.

He takes a sip from his water then says, " I know you're not judging . I know why you are telling me all this . " He says & fully turns to look at me . " Yes , I know love is a really heavy word with a deep meaning. And I've thought about it a lot of times. I really love you Y/N . Not like , not crush . You might be questioning how am I so sure but I know it . I know I'll be happy with you . I know you'll always be with me whatever the situation is. I know you'll always understand me & never leave me alone. I know you'll never see me as a burden. And that's enough for me . " He pauses for a while then again says , " I might sound like a little kid by those words but it's reality. You know what I've suffered from . I've never felt so happy, loved & important while being with others. None but gramma made me feel so cared & important. I've always searched for that love , care , trust & respect for me in other people's eyes but never found. But in your eyes I can see it just like I can see it in gramma's . When you're close to me I feel like I'm complete, I'm ok with whatever I have , I don't need to find peace in anything else. I feel like home . When others get close to you , I act like crazy not because I feel jealous but because I feel scared. Scared that you'll leave me like others did when you'll see how weak I am than others. I'm afraid that you won't look at me with that love , care & trust when you'll know others are better than me . I don't want that . I don't want to loose you. I want you to always be with me . I want you to always be my comfort zone. None else. For me , this is love. Enjoying every second with your partner . Trusting them blindly & respecting them heartily. Fearing to loose them & doing your best not to loose them . Giving your everything to them  . Showing your best to them. This is love for me. Which I find in you. Which I feel when I'm with you." He finishes with a soft tone. Not to forget he said everything looking right in to my eyes as if to prove how deep & true his each word is.

I was at lose of words hearing him. I never thought someone will say this things to me or I'll mean so much to someone. For some reason tears start pooling in my eyes .

" Tae , I... I'm scared. " I say looking at his hopeful eyes.

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