Fix My Broken Heart

Chapter 11

Hayes has been keeping to himself lately. Ever since he got that text. Did he reply? Oh my gosh, knowing Hayes he probably would. I have to get his phone.

"Hey babe, ummm hows it going?" i whispered so the others couldn't hear. He shrugged his shoulders and looked up at me. I smiled just a bit as he did as well.
I have to think of something to get him to do...
Aha!! Risky but worth it.
"Hayes, do you think it's time to tell at least one person?"
Hayes looked up at me once again suprised.
"Well i don't know, i guess... Who?"
Think Think!! Someone trust worthy.
"SHAWN!!!" i quickly pushed Hayes out of the room door before he could take his phone.
I opend up the lock screen finding random texts from random people.
Yes!
Lets see...
Listen 'poo bear' just thought i'd let you know, your Jess is cheating. Sad I know. Oh well, better to get rid of her now to save the heartbreak of her dying later

Saw that one

You cant really ignore me. Whether you believe it or not im ALWAYS watching you. Always...

Ummm what!? Always watching?
I dont like this. I began to look around the room. My eyes wandered over to the window. Nothing
Then comes Hayes.

Who tf are you?!

I knew he was replying!!
Thats why he took away all of the guys and girls phones. Oh my god Hayes!
My phone suddenly vibrated.

Bad girl! Mamma always told you to never look through other peoples phones.

My eyes widened.
Another text was sent to me

A punishment young lady. It will occur

I heard a 'What!!?' From the other room so I took that as my cue to turn off Poo bears phone. The door burst open with Hayes and Shawn. Hayes has his hand over Shawn mouth as Shawn is mumbling something
" promise not to scream?" Hayes asks Shawn. Shawn nods.
"When?" Shawn simply asks
"Erm... About a week ago?"

(A/N A BOUT A WEEK AGO WEEK AGO!!!" sorry I had to)

"How?"
"Picnic"
"Why"
"He likes me"
"And the rule?"
"No dating me"
"Why did Haz do it then?"
"Look Shawn. We're keeping it a secret. We told you and you need to shush!! Or I'll tell you and Julia's little dirty secret" I smirked knowing I just got him.

"HOW DO YOU KNOW!!?" Shawn screamed.
"Please, Muffin, she's by best friend" I quickly pushed him out the door and turned around to Hayes. He smiles at me as he leans down a bit, well because I'm smaller than him.
I stand on my tippy toes just enough to touch his lips. He slowly began to move his. Slow. I could feel him smile against my lips.
As we parted he hugged me.
"I love you" he said
I didn't say it back. I just nodded and walked out.

I just can't say I love you.
How do I even know I just trust him? Last time I said I love you too someone I got put in a orphanage. Last time I said I love you I got beaten. Starved. I can't trust him yet. What am I doing!? I'm letting myself fall for Hayes and letting these boys help me. I cant trust anyone. No one and I mean no one can Fix my ßroken Heart.
Id feel bad if Hayes tried and failed. The truth is, I can't be fixed. I think the girls are enough. I just have to understand that I'm not just a normal 14 year old. I'm not normal. I can't last with best friends forever or I love yous every day.
I need to block some of them out. I need to run away. But this will just ruin Hayes and I. My chances of Magcon. Anything. Maybe just for a day. One day of no one. No one. I'll leave by myself. With a phone of course. And thats it. If this anonymous really wants me, let it come kill me. I don't want to do this. I feel as though I have so much pressure. What am I supposed to do when I break him? What am I supposed to do when he broke me? It hurts because I know that I love him. But I also know that I can't go to him. That I can't stay. There's only so much I can do. The girls, I can trust them. But at the same time, they're dating the boys. What about Shawn? I just told him one of my biggest secrets. I told him my life. I told everyone of my life.

Cameron is out of the picture. He'll tell Mom and everyone else. He'll be super worried

Johnson will tell Gilinsky. Gilinsky will tell Cameron

Aaron will tell Cameron. And Hayes

Mahogany could be supportive.

The girls will tell their boyfriends

And Shawn... Well I don't know.
I think the biggest chance I have is Mahogany.

"Hey Kitty" I said as I walked into her hotel room
"Hey Jess! What's up?"
"Well I'm just having problems. And I want to run away jus for tonight. I come back tomorrow. But you're the only one I can trust to come with me! You down?" I explained. Lox had an amazed kinda look
"OF COURSE!!!!" She grabbed her phone. We successfully made it in the lobby and out.
We simply walked out.

Tomorrow we leave back home for a week so I'll really be leaving this town.
"Taxi!!" I yelled and whistle. Fans began to swarm around us. Oh gosh.

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938 words in this chapter. I'm so sorry for how short this is. And we haven't updated in a while. Sorry

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