Under the surface | Ashtray X Fem

Part 46

*AT ASHTRAY AND FEZS STORE*

JAYDENS POV

I put my head back leaning it on the wall as I take a long hit from my new strawberry flavoured vape.

"Yo, can I help you with that?"

I say standing up and walking over to Ashtray who was weighing out some weed

"Yeah sure ma"

He says moving over making room for me to sit down

(Authors note: I have never dealed drugs before so I don't really know what to write but I'm just guessing lmao)

"Okay, so first your just gonna grab one of these little bags"

As Ashtray gives me instructions I just do exactly what he tells me. After weighing out drugs with him for about 20 minutes we decided to go out to get some food.

Whilst we were walking there holding hands we ended up running into Maddy and Kat

"Hey bitch!"

Maddy says happily as her and Kat run upto me

"Hey"

I say hugging them

"So, I see you guys are like, holding hands"

Maddy says happily looking at me and Ashtray. I don't know why but I immediately let go of Ash'a hand

She notices that I dropped Ashtrays hand and speaks up

"I'm not gonna tell Nate don't worry"

She says smiling

"Thanks"

I say happily as Ashtray grabs my hand again

"Anyways, see you later"

Kat says as her and Maddy smile then walk away

"I think you and Maddy would get on well"

I say to Ashtray, he looks at me confused

"Uh, why?"

He asks

"Because, y'all can talk about how much u hate Nate together"

I say jokingly, Ashtray just looks at me then looks away and we keep walking.

Once we got to the restaurant we sat down and ordered some food.

We played tic tac toe with on a napkin using an old pencil I found in my pocket.

I won ofc

"Here you go, fries and chicken tenders for you sir"

The waiter says putting down Ashtrays food in front of him

"And max and cheese for you ma'am"

He says putting down a warm bowl of mac and cheese down in front of me. Once he walked away me and ashtray started eating.

"I'm so excited for tomorrow"

Ashtray says making me look at him confused

"Why?"

I ask

"Because dumb ass! It's yo birthday"

He says making me remember that tomorrow is my birthday. I'm gonna be turning 15

"You know what that means?"

I ask smiling

"What ma?"

He asks as he leans across the table and takes my fork, eating some of my mac and cheese

"It's your birthday soon too!"

I say happily. I haven't brought him a gift or planed anything for his birthday yet so I should probably get on that.

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Me and Ash had a super chill night just watching movies, smoking and talking.

Even though Ashtray forgives me for all the shitty things I've done during our relationship, I still feel bad. I fucked up so many times and honestly I don't think I will ever forgive myself. I don't deserve him...

But I just love him, so. Fucking. Much.

Like he could literally kill my grandma and I would still forgive him. That's how in love with this boy I am.

Authors note: thanks for reading!! This chapter was kinda short and shitty I'm sorry!

Since ik y'all aren't too big of a fan of Jayden cus of the stuff she did, is there anything I could do to make y'all like her more lmao?

Also, I'm thinking of writing a Rue x Fem book because I realised that I'm actually bisexual asf.

Like I prefer woman over men but I would be okay with a man, or like I don't care if I'm dating a man, girl, someone who is non binary, a trans woman... wait actually I think I'm pan sexual?

Or maybe I just want affection from someone who knows💀

Anyway sorry I didn't mean to make y'all start figuring out my sexuality with me lmao like wtf was that.

ANYWAYSSS would y'all read a Rue X Fem story? It's allgoods if not cus im prob gonna write it anyway haha

Leave any suggestions in the comments <333

Love y'all!!

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