Chapter 1
I opened the door to my condo and let him enter. The supposed to be 15 minute driveway only without the traffic ended up almost being an hour that I feel lighter than I had been before. Plus the dirty talks with him only heightened the lust that's growing within me so if there's anything I was feeling right now? It'd be the lust.
Ha! I wonder if I could make it out tonight without sliding my v-card in his machine because I swear, just a little push from him, I feel like I'd give in to him.
As we both entered my condominium that my dad gave to me as my 18th birthday, I didn't invite him to take a seat and just directly went to the mini kitchen.
"What do you have there?" I didn't even notice that he followed me behind because I was too preoccupied with my thoughts of him being here in my place and some dirty thoughts.
Dang it! I need a bunch container of a holy water to cleanse my mind.
"What do you want?" I asked while still looking at the ingredients on my fridge. Seemed like I don't have much stocks of groceries anymore.
He went closer to where I was standing and seriously, I don't know if he did it on purpose or what, but he stood right behind me as he read the labels of the stocks that I still had remained.
"Hmm, you," I slapped his hand that was holding the item on my hand.
"Sorry, but I am not a fucking food. Calm your fucking tits." I cursed under my breath. Seriously, this guy is testing my patience.
"No, sorry. I mean, you, what do you want?" Okay, hold on, folks. I feel like the problem here's me. Because I'm too damn feeling hot right now! I don't wanna pull his pants just to satisfy myself but I also can't help but shiver as his breaths touched my ears and the back of my neck especially the way how his hands brushing with mine as he looked for something to eat.
"Damn it," I quietly cursed under my breath again.
"Hey, are you okay? Are you feeling hot?" Kita mo na, pati siya nahahalata niya na rin.
"N-no! Who says I'm feeling hot? I'm perfectly fine!" I answered defensively.
"Right! Kaya ka pala pinagpapawisan na." He chuckled again for the nth time. Seriously! This guy always laughs at any stupid things I say which doesn't even help me in any way.
Before I could wipe the sweat on my forehead, he already did it for me and I almost shook at that small gesture! Grabe na ang epekto niya sakin! I've never desired over someone this much! Not even an inch! But I didn't know what he had that made me feel this way! He really was illegal!
"Nevermind the food. Let's just talk over a coffee. Seriously, miss, you let a stranger into your personal space without even knowing his name? Is that a good behavior?" Wow naman, nakakahiya sa kanya na kani-kanina lang ay nagpupumilit na ihatid ako, ha!
"I'm Zena," I just simply said to him.
"Is that a yes?" I furrowed my forehead at his question.
"H-huh?"
"A yes to a friendship?" Friendship? No way. Ayoko nga. I want something more than that. But I also don't want him to be my boyfriend since I don't see him that way. More like, a fuck buddy. Yes, I want that from him. But I couldn't tell it straight to his face.
Suddenly, all of my courage from saying things that could embarrass me had left me.
"No. Way. I want this," without a second thought, I leaned closer to him to initiate a kiss which took him off guard.
Wait, did I just say that my courage left me? Well, sorry, I was wrong about that.
I felt him stiffened but I didn't mind it because I've been keeping it all to myself ever since I met him earlier at the bar. Not long enough, I felt him recovering from the shock of my outrageous act and kissed me back.
Fuck! Man, I've never felt this good when being kissed!
He twisted his tongue inside my mouth which I obediently allowed as I opened my mouth to give him more access. Without realizing anything, I heard my own self moaning like it's as if it's been waiting to mate with this hunk before me.
"Shit, I---" I couldn't grasp the proper words to say as I was too focused with what he's doing with me.
He stopped kissing me and asked me while his eyes were full of lust and unadulterated desire. "Hmm? What is it?"
I felt frustrations arising within me right when he stopped kissing me. "Shit, I feel like I'm close to the edge of c-coming." I was literally out of my mind that even though my breathing was hitching, I couldn't care less as I was savouring his lips mating with mine as I let my hands explore his lower extremities until I found his Adonis belt and slowly unclasped it.
"Fuck, let's take it slowly." He stopped again and stared at me intently. While I, on the other hand, was just really preoccupied with unclasping his belt so I could finally set his fly free that was bulking under his pants.
He hugged me tightly and carried me bridal style to God knows where.
My condo has three rooms, two of which were vacant since I was only living alone so I assumed he was going to bring me to a room.
"Which door is your room?" He looked back at me with eyes still evident of lust.
I motioned to him my room with arms sagging from that heated moment and brought me there as he continued kissing me again. Twisting, twirling, and playing with my tongue like its his favorite flavor.
"Damn, your lips taste so sweet!" He laid me back on the edge of my bed as he hurriedly removed my tight dress to get a better vision of me.
At that moment, I totally forgot about the reason why I went with him just so he would shut up talking about that embarrassing encounter inside that goddamned forsaken place.
"Ah ah ah," I moaned when his hands touched my panty. Fuck, I felt hypersensitive every time his skin touched mine! What the hell is this feeling?
"Easy, I haven't even started yet." He teased me while chuckling.
"You, shut up and just fuck me." I, again, tried to undid his pants but he held my hands and pinned them on my bed just the level of my head.
"Not so fast, darling." He slid off one finger into my pearls that I didn't even know where should I focus.
Damn! This felt so amazing!
"Ah ah ah! F-fuck! Damn it, Grey! Faster! Ah!" I tried removing his hand from holding mine but he just wouldn't let go of it. I just wanted to help him! Why won't he let me?
"Shush, you're so loud," he inched his face then kissed me just to drown my moans.
"Are you really sure about this?" He whispered while he kissed me and his fingers do wonders on my body, giving me foreign feelings.
"Just do it and don't ask me anymore! Damn it!" Oh god, oh god! There, there! Ah, shit. Ang sarap! Tangina.
He chuckled again before he sped up the pace of his fingers. He also inserted another finger making them three in total inside of me.