💛DashingFrost/Fandroki oneshots💚

💛||Happy Death Day²||💚

(✨A/N: pt. TWO!! Thank you for readdiiinnggg!!
WARNING: DEATH, SAD SHIT, PEOPLE BEING ASSHOLES (*cough* od*n *cough*), SAD, DEPRESSED, FANDRAL, LOKI BEING LOKI, AND MAYBE MORE, PROCEED WITH CAUTION AND ENJOYYY!!✨)

Fandral sat on his bed, the bed he once shared with Loki, he rethought everything that had just happened...

He recently got into a fight with Od*in.

Od*n!

OD*N

His own king... He was surprised he didn't even get killed...

“he was your son!!!”
“Fandral not n—”
“

He cared about you, he trusted you, he loved you, and this is how you repay him?!?! By not even  acknowledging his death?! LOKI IS DEAD! AND YOU DON'T EVEN CARE! WHAT KIND OF FATHER ARE YOU?!”
“his death is a lesson to us all.”
“a lesson?! A fucking lesson?! Why, cause he was the god of mischief?! Cause he was a trickster, his life mattered and still does, way more than yours!!”
“was that a threat?!”
“well, it surely wasn't a damn compliment!!
You are a real ass... And I will no longer s—!”

'Fandral.. Darling... Please, rethink this, Dear, stop letting this affect you so much, forget about me and move on.' His entire body just froze, he thought his mind was playing a trick on him but no...
It was all real...

And now he's here.

Back in his chamber, sobbing.

There is no way that was Loki's voice...

There was no way that was his Loki speaking..

His mind had to be playing a trick on him...

I mean, come on! Loki is dead! And his voice was in his head! It's not like Loki could've just spoke to him like that!

“I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!” Fandral kept mumbling, rocking back and forth.

Suddenly, the door opened.
“my friend—?” Thor called out, worried,  “Thor... It is unwise to be here at the moment, please go away!” Thor sighed, knowing why Fandral was like this...
Loki's death took a toll on himself too. “apologies, I'll come back later.” with that the door was closed.

Fandral's mind kept going back to the voice in his head.
Loki's voice... “DAMMIT!! GET OUT OF MY FUCKING HEAD!!”
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“how is he, Mother..?” Thor mumbled to Frigga who had a worried, sad expression in her face, “he's not taking it too well, it's been nearly a year...” Thor sighed softly,
“I understand.. Should I maybe check on him?” he asked his Mother who shook her head.

“maybe wait a little. You know how you were when he died, give him his space and time to rest.” Thor nodded, walking away, a minute later, Frigga went too.

Meanwhile,
Fandral could hear the entire conversation. He wasn't at all asleep, in fact...
he couldn't

His mind was restless, telling him he was the one to blame for Loki's death, telling him he could've done something, telling him to stop being a coward and move on, and much more.

It wouldn't end...

God's, it wouldn't end!!

It's been months since he's had a good nights sleep, the bags under his eyes were visible.
He hasn't been taking care if himself at all, he spent most of his time huddled in his chamber.

It was now around 2 in the morning, Fandral was still lying in the same position he was before, he didn't move and inch, other than his mouth and his eyes.

He'd been crying for literal hours, all that was left now was his soft sobs and often tears running down his face.
His head was hurting, his eyes red and puffy (making his bags worse), he was just in so much pain...

Why did Loki affect him so much...?

Just thinking about Loki made him cry again.
He curled himself up, into a ball, and started sobbing again, muttering curses and various other things.

He tensed up, feeling a pair of very familiar arms around him, “shhh, shhh, I'm here, Darling, I'm here now...” a voice muttered out.

“L-loki...?”

(✨A/N: hope you enjoyed!! 😊 sorry if this seems a bit rushed or anything, it sort of is- believe it or not! And yes, I will be censoring out Od*n's name-
Anyways, I will be back soon with more! Thank you for reading, I love you! :3 Laters Gators 🐊✨)

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