"Where the hell were you two during the break?"
"Our parents house....separately of course-"
"Don't lie to me Choi Yeonjun. If you two weren't together then how the hell do you explain this?"
There are moments in your life where you wish you could be swallowed by the earth and escape from everything because your legs no longer have the strength carry you out of the situation you are in. Soobin felt like this, like his whole body ached threatening to give out at any second. He wished he could take Yeonjun by the hand and run away with him.
Could I?
"Answer dammit! How do either of you explain this photo? You're both exiting a hotel being lovey-dovey for goodness sake!"
Yeonjun had tears that he couldn't hold in any longer so he let them fall. How could they forget to cover their face back up? Yeonjun could have protected Soobin, if only he hadn't forgotten, he could have protected his love. In instinct he reached over to hold onto Soobin for support but when he glanced at him he could see Soobin was in no condition to support even himself.
"We're sorry sir...it- won't happen again..."
"Of course it won't! Ugh look I'm going to do my best to get this situation fixed. Just...try and stay low for a while okay?"
"Yes sir"
The two left their manager's office in tears and feeling defeated. Yeonjun assisted in helping Soobin back to his room. They were left alone as the other three members were still practicing. They sat on Soobin's bed in silence neither one knowing what to say.
"Hey bin...how are you doing?"
Hearing Yeonjun's voice broke him, he lunged forward and tightly hugged him. Soobin was shaking and no longer worried about the tears he was letting out. Yeonjun tightly hugged Soobin trying to show him as much comfort as possible while stroaking his hair.
"J-Junnie....what's going to happen to us?"
"...I'm honestly not sure Binnie, but I promise nothing will happen to...us"
A few weeks passed since the article was covered up as a false rumor. Half of the fandom still believe the article in some way was real and this caused many online debates. Soobin and Yeonjun have been distancing especially on camera. They don't even risk taking a glance at each other in fear that more post will arise and well...no gay would ever want to be called a faggot especially not a second time. Although the scandal was covered, Soobin and Yeonjun still receive extreme hate...sometimes even death threats.
+×+
A month after the article things were still hard but they received many encouraging messages from real moa. This gave them hope and that's what brings us to the scene of Yeonjun sitting with Soobin in his room to have an important discussion.
"Soobin I wanna come out to moa."
The sudden confession from the older caught Soobin off guard, he sat up on his bed and moved closer to Yeonjun who was sitting at the end.
"Huh? But...what about the haters? You know our society isn't the most supportive of people like us"
"I know Binnie but...what if they do, people might just be scared like us, we can change society's way of thinking, we might not but there-"
"Yeonjun"
"...yeah Binnie?"
Yeonjun was caught off guard by the sudden hug. Soobin held tightly onto his lover's waist as if when he were to let go Yeonjun would not be there with him. The older became worried when he felt the younger shaking in his hold. He hugged him tightly while placing a kiss on the top of his head.
"Let's do it Junnie, let's come out. We will do it during our MMA performance. How does that sound?"
"It sounds nice...and I have a plan for it already"
The two looked at each other, their bodies still pressed together. Their eyes were more dull these days but while looking into each other's eyes they felt safe, secure, and a little bit of hope.
"I love you"
"I love you too"
They gently kissed, only pure love was shared between them in this moment as they held each other, anticipating their performance....in 7 days.
+×+
"Hey me, Taehyun, and Kai are going to the bakery then stop by the arcade before we go to the dorms, do you want to join us?"
"Um no, Soobin and I will just head back now"
"Alright we will be there soon"
"I'll bring your favorite from the bakery Soobin hyung!"
"Thanks Kai"
Back at the dorm Yeonjun and Soobin were chilling in the older's room, both sat in silence. Soobin on his phone while Yeonjun laid on his back looking at the ceiling next to him.
"Soobinnie....make love to me"
"Huh? I- um...where is this coming from?"
"Will you make love to me or not?"
"Of course Junnie...but are you sure you are okay? This was kinda asked out of the blue and-"
Before Soobin could finish his statement the younger was cut off by a pair of soft, plump lips. The older leaned over and is now hovering over the younger, his legs placed in between slowly spreading the younger's legs. Their clothed lengths rubbing against each other. The friction caused them both to softly moan, it's been so long since they did anything that involved even the slightest physical touch, they missed this a lot. The younger's breath hitched when he felt Yeonjun's hand slide under his shirt and start playing with one of his nipples, Soobin arched his back at the sensitivity. Seeing his lover having a good time already made him happy, not even 30 seconds later their clothes had been thrown in various places in the room and Yeonjun's length was deep inside Soobin's hole.
"Yeon-ah- right there! F-fu"
Soobin was a moaning mess with the older continuously ramming his prostate. They missed each other as they kissed passionately, Yeonjun still moving at a steady pace inside the younger. Their sex wasn't fueled by lust in any way, this was different, after all it wasn't sex they were having but instead they were two lovers making love.
At one point things slowed down significantly as they took a moment to look into each other's eyes while they smiled. Their kiss was gentle, they grinned and giggled throughout the kiss, it's still a wonder how their lips kept connected. All their worries and doubts left them in this very moment.
I really do love you Choi
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Forbidden || Yeonbin
FanfictionSoobin and Yeonjun are both members of TXT. Love is forbidden in the kpop industry especially within groups, this doesn't stop the two from secretly being together. They can't keep their hands off each other whether it's on or off camera, when on st...