Hold me tighter, pleaseꨄ

✘Chapter Twenty✘

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❌🛑TRIGGER WARNING 🛑❌
(Eating disorder/self harm)

"Alright, and now that we have done your physical. "
"I'm gonna need to ask you a few either question regarding your mental health."

This was a whole other doctor, but at least Aizawa threatened his career as well.

"Do I have to answer them?"

Katsuki dead panned, after the doctor had stopped doing the things he needed to do, him and Izuku went back to cuddling.

"I do apologize but legally you either answer my questions or I have to call the mental hospital... "

Aizawa threw a glare at the doctor, causing him to shiver from fear.

"Tsk, fine. "

"U-Uhm ok great!"
"Are you ok with everyone who are in here to hear?"
"Or would you like them to leave?"

Katuski stared at the three pro's and his childhood friend before taking a breath.

"Izuku and Aizawa can stay, the rest can take a hike for all I care."

Hizashi and Yagi looked at one another before getting up and leaving the room.
Hizashi would like to think his husband will tell him later but those chances are very slim.
After all Katsuki is trusting him, he doesn't wanna risk losing that trust.

"Alright first question, When was the last time you ate?"

"earlier today... I ate an orange."

Katsuki replied, already knowing the second question.

"Mmk and did you try to throw it up afterwards. "

Crimson eyes glanced at the greenette, knowing very well he was about to make him extremely disappointed.

"Yeah...."

Midoriya glanced up at the blonde who refused to look him in the eye.
So Izuku did the next best thing, and grabbed one of Katsuki's hands and started drawing little heart on his palm.

"I see.... so how often do you eat?"

"Uhm... I guess the pass few days I've eaten more then I have in months."

"And how much would that be?"

"Not much.... it's honestly not even a meal... I had like a donut and a few bites of soup one night and then an orange today. "

'Why the fuck are you telling him!?'

'Cause there's no point in lying, Izuku will be disappointed if I do and this fucking extra will know I'm lying.'

'It doesn't fucking matter!!'
'Fucking lie to them!'

The doctor drew his lips into a thin line.

"I see.... "
"Alright then... "

"Next question, how often do you have negative thoughts?"
"Or do you hear voices?"

"I guess a little bit of both, and it's only one voice."

'What the hell are you doing!?'
'Stop it!!'
'Shut up!!'

"Do you have suicidal thoughts?"

"N.... I don't think.... I mean maybe?"
"I think it happens every once in awhile, in all honesty I just believe I need to be punished.... that I deserve it. "

"Mmh I see.... which is why you self harm correct?"

"Pretty much.... "

"Are we done yet??"

"Not quite, almost though. "

"Your doing really well."

The doctor exclaimed.

"Tsk."

"Let's see oh yes, since it's been found out that your mom is abusive is there someone else you will be staying with?"

Midoriya and Aizawa both gave each other terrified looks before Izuku glanced at the blonde who was already staring at him.
Giving him the most betrayed look.

"Kacchan please let me explain."

"Oh yeah, you better start explaining."

'That's right get mad!'
'Get mad at him!!'

"I trusted you. "

Aizawa glared at the doctor before deciding to grab a hold of his coat and pull him out of the room.

"I'm so sorry, Kacchan."
"Please don't be mad, I just...I knew if your mom went anywhere near you it would only end in bad news."
"And I was right she was already threatening to beat your ass before she even saw you!"

Bakugo just stared at the greenette for a moment as he continued to ramble on and on.
In truth he wasn't all that mad anymore, he understood why he did it but just hearing the greenette ramble like he use to felt like old times.
Before all this.

'God he's fucking annoying.'

'Shut the hell up ass-hole!'
'Your not allowed to bad mouth Izuku!'

Bakugo quitely placed his forehead on the greenette's shoulder again, making Midoriya stop his rambles.

"I get it, just try to take a breather ok nerd?"

'What!?'
'Get fucking mad at him!!'
'Yell at him!!'
'Push him away!!'

'You don't fucking deserve him!!'

"Y-Your not mad at me?"

"I mean... I'm not happy but I understand why you did it."
"And I can't blame you for worrying about me."

Katsuki whispered hugging the greenette a bit tighter.

Midoriya lightly smiled, his emerald eyes glancing at the blonde's arms soon afterwards.

"I'm really sorry I couldn't be there for you.... "

The freckle teen whispered, causing Bakugo to growl.

"Don't you ever blame yourself for this nerd!"
"How I am, is not your fault, it's not anyone's but mine!"

Izuku nodded his head, before thinking back on his theory that came to mind last night.
He still needed to talk to Aizawa about it....

"I didn't hear an 'Ok Kacchan'!"

"Pff Ok Kacchan."