behind the screen

school

I went to school today like any other day. But what was different was I tried suicide last night. I tried to hide it. I tried to let it go. But the teacher called me over like he never does. He said that he saw my scars that he saw what people said. And that's when I really hated life. I went to the principle to talk about the massages but as I was walking down there I saw her. I saw serenity. I hadn't talked to her in almost 3 months! She's with her little clique gossiping or whatever they do. And that moment I saw the computer. I passed out. Through the ten minutes that went by I dreamt of serenity all night in her computer. Her sending me the messages her being behind the screen.