Blair's pov
I woke up with a killer hangover. My head was fucking pounding. I looked to the right and there were some pills and a glass of water. I quickly took the pills and took a sip of water. Holy shit, I've never had my head hurt so bad. I walked downstairs and found Axel working in the kitchen.
"Morning how's your head?" Axel asked. His head was titled in concern. I groaned, shaking my head.
"It's horrible. Thank you for the pills."
"Of course," he smiled, motioning for me to come over. I walked to him and stood between his legs. He pulled me up onto his lap and placed his arms over my legs.
"So what do you want to eat right quick?" he asked. Did he forget all about my punishment? He didn't with the way I talked to him last night.
"No, I didn't forget. I just know you haven't eaten in a while," he said. He's not wrong. I hadn't eaten since my time with Jasmine. Which was over 24 hours ago. Though I'm not in the mood for anything.
"I know, but I'm not hungry," I said. Axel gave me that look that he always does that tells me that he doesn't care.
"You still need to eat at some point," he reminded. Of course, I do. I know that. My stomach feels like shit. I don't want to eat.
"I know," I huffed, rolling my eyes. His grip on my waist tighten and I crossed my arms
"Don't roll your eyes at me, Blair," he warned. I can roll my eyes at him if I want to. I'm a grown adult.
"Whatever," I mumbled. He moved his hand down to my thigh and applied some pressure.
"Do you want a punishment now cause you're just adding on to it?" he asked, squeezing my thigh tightly
"No." I winced. I frowned at him. He's so mean. "Now what do you want to eat?" he asked in a warning tone.
"Can you order me a pizza?" I asked. Grease always helps with a shitty hangover.
"At 8 in the morning you want pizza," he asked, giving me a look. He asked me what I wanted now I'm saying what I want.
"Yes, I do. I've been craving it for so long." I said.
"I'll order it," he assured, moving me off his lap.
"Thank you," I said, kissing his cheek. Axel went to his office to order the food while I went to find my phone. I looked around our room and phone was on the ground beside my side of the bed. I went back downstairs to find Axel back in his original spot
"Your food should be here soon,"
"Thanks," My mind was still running wild about what he might do. He's spanked me before but it was only a small punishment. Besides he did it with his hand too. That can't be nearly as bad as someone the things he has in that room.
I don't know of any of the punishments I could have. It didn't scare me, but it did. I know Axel won't hurt me, but it doesn't mean the punishment won't hurt.
"What are you thinking about?" he asked placing his hands on my hips. I didn't even notice his walk over here.
"Wait what?" I asked pulling myself out of my thoughts.
"You've been standing in that same spot for the last few minutes. I've been calling your name," he told me.
"Oh, nothing. I'm fine." I sighed.
"I don't like when you lie to me," I frowned and clasped my arms around his neck.
"I'm just nervous about my punishment." I sighed. I don't know about anything to do with BDSM. At least not as much as Axel. Though I do trust him not to more than I can handle. "I'm not going to do anything new," he promised.
"So it's going to be the usual spanking?" I asked biting my lip. I don't know why I'm so nervous. Maybe cause we're talking about doing the bdsm relationship. Then seeing his playroom. It's just a whole lot of emotions.
"You don't have to be nervous. I won't hurt you too badly," He pulled me to sit on his lap when he went to the couch.
"I know," I said.
The gate alarm buzzed and Axel went out to get the pizza. I got out some plates and put them on the counter. Axel and I ate in silence, but it was a comfortable silence. So it didn't feel weird.
Axel told me that whenever I'm ready to wait for him in his playroom. That made me nervous cause he said wouldn't try anything new. I sat down on the bed and just waited for him. The door opened and he walked in.
"Strip," he said.
"I-okay," I said.
I took off his t-shirt to reveal my bare chest. I didn't put on a bra cause I didn't think I'd be taking my clothes off. It felt so intense having him just stand and watch me undress. I was nervous as before but now it was worst. I stood off the bed and pulled off my shorts and panties.
I sat back on the bed and put my arms over my stomach. Axel walked to the wall and pulled a silicone paddle off the wall.
"Nothing too big. Silicone hurts less than wood," he said. Doesn't silicone sting though? How would wood hurt less? I trust him though
"Well is it going to hurt more than your hand?" I asked.
"Yes but don't you think you deserve it?" he asked. I fidgeted with my fingers and looked up at him.
"Yeah," I whispered.
"Come on over my lap," he ordered. I nervously bit my lip as I crawled over Axel's lap. He positioned me to be more slanted. I guess for the angle.
"I'm only going to give you 15 since it's the first time I'm using a paddle on you," he said. "Though it's less than you deserve."
"Thank you," I whispered softly.
He softly spanked me with the paddle before picking it up. He strikes it against my ass making me squeal a bit. It didn't hurt too bad, but versus his hand, it stung for a while after.
Each one was a little worst than the one before. It was starting to burn a bit. He was only on the eighth one. I was trying to inch away from him but only to earn another one.
"That one doesn't count it was a warning. If you move again then I'll add 5," he told me sternly. It was really hard not to move. It wasn't crying bad; I could bear it. The last one was the worst and I could tell he put a lot of force into it. He started to rub my ass which soothed it a lot.
"You did very well." he praised. "I'm so proud of you." I blushed stuffing my face into the bed sheet. I love when he praises me.
"You okay?" he asked.
"Yeah, just it really stings," I whined. It stings way worst than it does when he uses his hands. I guess I kinda expected that.
"I have this cream that I can put on your ass," he offered.
"Yes please." I hummed. I stood up to let him move. I laid on my stomach and he went to the drawer. I felt the bed dip and he sat beside me. Two of his finger lightly smoothed the cream on my ass. I softly moaned with relief making Axel laugh. "Feel that good?" he laughed.
"Shhhh don't judge me," I remarked.
"Alright now the contract," he said walking toward the door.
"Wait, I'm naked," I reminded. I felt weird walking around with no clothes on. I felt exposed. Besides what if someone just came in and I had nothing on...
"I don't mind," he smirked.
"Of course, you don't jackass," I scoffed. I immediately regretted saying that.
"Don't get another punishment," he warned, spanking my sore ass.
"I'm sorry," I whined. I held my ass. It hurts bad enough. Jackass.
"Now come on," he urged.
"Can at least have my underwear?" I frowned.
"Sure baby," he said. I slipped on my underwear and walked behind him to his office. I sat on his lap and he opened his computer. Axel rubbed his hand on my thighs and held my waist. He pulled up and document and printed it. When it finished, I got it out of the printer and placed it on his desk.
"So you're going to read over it, do any research that you need. Once you've figured out your limits and what you want to try; call me and we'll meet at my club," he told me. He pulled me between his legs and wrapped an arm around my hips.
"After we meet at your club, will I be able to stay at your house?" I asked. I hope I finish this contract quick. I still don't really understand why he is sending me home.
"Mhm." he nodded. "I'll put it in a folder for you. Go get dressed so I can drive you home, baby,"
"Mkay," I said leaving his office. I went to his room and put on another one of his shirts. I put on some of his shorts and use a ponytail to tie it tighter. I went downstairs and he laughed. "Why not your own shorts?" he asked, pointing to my waist.
"Cause I don't get to see you for a week." I pouted.
"Fair, now come on," he said. I got into his car and he drove me home. I walked around to his side of the window and he handed me the folder.
"Do research," he reminded.
"I know," I deadpanned. He gave me a quick kiss and I walked upstairs to my apartment and opened the door.
"Blair!" Jasmine exclaimed. She gave me a tight hug. She pulled back still holding my waist. "I didn't think you'd come back. Bella and Camila are out and won't be back till it's late."
"Good I really don't want to argue." I sighed. I miss them a lot but not enough to argue for the next 7 days.
"Well look at you all in his clothes. What's in the folder?" she asked. I smiled and opened it for her to see.
"A contract," I squealed.
"So you guys are like officially doing it?" she asked, going through it.
"Yea." I nodded. She grabbed the contract from me and flipped through some of the pages. Everything in there is extremely foreign to me. I guess now I understand needing to do research.
"I'm happy for you. I think you're going to love it," she grinned. I think I will too. Axel has been calm and patient with me getting comfortable with it all. I think it's something that I've been missing in my life.
"I think so too," I grinned.
"Well, I'm going to make dinner. You might wanna do some research you know?" she said.
"I know. I'm going to do it now." I told her. I just don't what to use. I wish Axel would've let me stay with him because I could just ask him. Though I get him wanting me to learn about it on my own.
"Alright, I'm so happy your back," she gushed before going to the kitchen.
I'm happy I'm back too.
