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The fuck happened to your Hand!?

Ian pov:

I was working my shift at patsy's but I felt Nothing the fucking meds make me feel like I'm not real or not alive like I'm just a Shell and I needed to feel something.

I was in the kitchen and as I looked over too the stove I got an idea if I can't feel anything mabye I Need to push it a bit, so I thought for a second before I put my Hand on the hot stove and after 10 seconds I felt something and I pulled away as I yelled out: Ow fuck son of a bitch!

The dude next me said: Hey man shit you alright!?

I just answered while hissing in pain: Yeah I'm great fuck off!

Just then I heard Fiona yell: Ian you okay what the fuck happend!?

as she ran in the kitchen and examind my Hand and said: Holy shit Ian that's mabye a fucking 2nd degree burn the fuck did you do!?

I needed to make up a lie or they would fucking put me in he nut house again so I said: I slipped and my Hand landed on the fucking stove no big deal.

She looked at me like I'm nuts and said: Are you fucking kidding that shit can get infected come on I have a first aid kit in the back.

She dragged me in the back and I hissed in pain when she put desinfection spray on it and she said: Sorry.

She asked while bandaging it: Christ Ian how can you slip like that?

I just shrugged and said; I don't know it just happened but I can go back to work.

She looked at me in disbelief and said: No fucking way I'm not letting you work with that Hand, your going home and you are going to ice it alright and no using this Hand understood?

I rolled my eyes and said: Fine but I will come back tomorrow.

She said: Yeah no not Happening your staying home for the week alright I will give you your check earlier alright?

I huffed in annoyence and said: Alright.

She kissed my cheek and said: Go home now and get rest.

I walked out and made my way to my house but I sure as hell wont tell Mickey what happened he will put me in the nut ward for sure and I'm not going back there again. Never.

I unlocked the door with one Hand and enterd the house and then I heard Mickey out of the kitchen: In here Gallagher!

I walked into the kitchen and Mickey stood up from his Chair and looked at me and as soon as he saw my Hand he said: Hey the fuck happened to your Hand!?

I just shrugged and said: Work accident no big deal.

He looked at me and said: Did a fucking doctor take care of this that Looks fucking nasty!

I grabbed a beer out of the fridge and said while Opening it: No Fiona took care of it it's fine.

Mickey gave me a Stern look and said: I can see that you are fucking lying what the fuck happened!?

I started to get frustrated cause I knew if Mickey would Keep on pushing me I would tell him and I really didn't want to do that so I said: It's Nothing I'm fine can you leave it please I'm exhausted!

But Mickey wouldn't budge and said: You're telling me what happened!

I huffed and yelled: I just burned my Hand on the hot stove!

He looked at my Hand and said: That bandadge is fucking useless let me re do it.

I shook my head and said: No it's fine Fiona did everything I'm good.

He grabbed my other Hand, pulled me on the Couch and said: I will re do that fucking Bandage if you want to or not!

I just rolled my eyes and winced as he unwrapped the Bandage and as soon as he saw the burn he looked up at me and yelled: What the fuck Ian that's mabye a fucking 2nd degree burn tell me what really happened cause if you landed on the fucking stove by accident then it wouldn't be half as bad because you would have pulled away immediantly so tell me the truth Ian why won't you fucking tell me what really happened!?

I stood up and yelled: BECAUSE I DON'T WANT YOU TO PUT ME IN THE FUCKING NUT WARD MICKEY!

He looked at me confused and said: Why the fuck would I do that!?

I Sighed and said: Because I put my Hand on the stove on Purpose!

He looked at me and his faced changed from Angry to worried in no time and he said: What why the fuck would you that shit!?

My voice broke and I said: Because Mickey the meds won't let me feel anything, I feel like I'm not even alive you have no idea I can't feel anything so I wanted to feel something so I put my Hand on the stove and it took 10 whole fucking seconds before I really felt anything Mick you know how fucking horrible that is that you Need to fucking hurt yourself on Purpose so you would just feel anything!?

I felt the Tears starting to brim in my eyes so I quickly dried them and Mickey looked at me and he looked sad and he just opened his arms and said: Come here.

I hesitadet but gave in and hugged him and he hugged me tight and said: Don't fucking do that I don't want to find you in our bedroom bleeding out because you slashed your wrists you hear me?

I just nodded and said I'm sorry but I'm fucking tired of not Feeling anything I wanna fucking feel normal again!

He rubbed my back and said: I know Ian I know and we will figure something out but don't do that shit again talk to me first alright I won't put you in some fucking nut house cause you are not crazy you are sick and that's okay.

I answered: I won't I promise.

He let go and said: Now let me take care of that fucking Hand because that Looks fucking bad.

I chuckeld and let him re do the Bandage and then we just cuddled and watched a movie on the Couch and Mickey said: You can talk to me alright that's what I'm here for okay?

I nodded and said: Yeah thanks Mick.

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