Andrew
After Judith and I left the pack house she had me practice telling myself in the mirror that I was worth it and perfect and a whole bunch of other nonsense until I started feeling better. I felt so used when I realized that Austin was not really into me. Yes he seemed to enjoy our mating but then he just withdrew completely to the point of almost ignoring me. He would not touch me or look directly at me other than when we were meeting with Elijah and I now think he only did that to keep up appearances. He didn't even come to sleep with me last night and when he did come to bed he avoided me like the plague. The icing on the cake was flaunting that woman right in front of me and the rest of the pack on the stairs. Yes most people did not realize I was his mate yet but surely he could have made it more discreet as everyone did suspect he had a mate. Most of them probably thought that bimbo was his mate.
Judith took me to get a power suit for the town hall and she did my hair so I would look 'to die for' as she called it. I think she was more furious then me that I am saddled with such an inconsiderate mate. I told her I would keep up appearances and he could do whatever he wants. In time I may find someone to warm my bed as well. I plan to move back to my room tonight but I am not going to let him have his hussy in our house. He will have to find somewhere else to have his little affairs because I will not put up with that shit. When I walked into the town hall, almost late on purpose, I could feel all of the eyes on me, especially Austin's. He seemed to want to get my attention but Judith told me to stay strong. She told me I am better then him and he could not use me and discard me like some toy. I felt like I owed him a chance to talk it out but she said that it was clear as day how he felt and that I owed him nothing. I am determined to stay the course.
After the town hall my talk with Elijah went well. He told me that he was planning on starting a tactically warrior outfit requiring speed and agility, both of which I excel at. His plan was to have me hand pick and train this elite group of warriors with the hopes that they could join our regular warrior fleet and offer better recon and forward battle planning. I told him my plans to finish out high school and take on this role as it sounded perfect for me. I did express concern around the fact that the warriors may not show me respect and that my lack of size may be a deterrent but he reiterated that as the second Beta I had the authority to remove anyone from the group and I could always go to anyone else on the leadership team, especially Austin, if I needed to. At the mention of Austin I guess I made a face because he changed his tone.
"I noticed some tension between Austin and you during the town hall. Did Austin not talk to you about why he has been stand offish lately?"
I shook my head no and rudely stated "He was too busy with his floosy to bother with me today. Perhaps he would rather spend time with her?"
Elijah growled at me in his Alpha voice making me jump back "Austin does not have a 'floosy' and if I ever hear you speak of my best friend and Beta like that again I don't care who you are you will feel my wrath. I think the two of you really need to sit down and talk. I thought he was going to speak with you after he came to see me this morning but I guess not. I will not tell you what we spoke about because that is not my place but I can assure you that whatever you think is going on is far from the truth. I know you are young and probably relatively new to relationships but you should always talk to the person involved directly and never jump to conclusions. That is my advice. Now get out of here and find Austin before it really is too late."
I meekly said thank you and left the back room we were in to find Judith waiting for me with a few pack members milling around. Judith ran at me as soon as I came out with a distressed look on her face. "I had some words with Austin and I think that I made a mistake telling you to give him the cold shoulder. I don't know the whole story but I don't think it is what we think it is. You should head home now and speak with him directly. I am so sorry if I made things worse."
I know what I have to do. I need to make this right. I need to talk to Austin and find out what he is really thinking. I don't even stop as I rush past Judith and head home.
I practically run home and rush towards the smell of my mate. I am out of breath as I crash through the bedroom door to find him sitting on the edge of the bed with his head in his hands looking like he has been crying.
"I think we need to talk..." I some how managed to rush out before Austin rushed at me and had me pinned against the door attacking my mouth aggressively.
He pulled away panting "I was avoiding you because I didn't want to overwhelm you with my fucking ridiculous need for you. Every time I see you I want to fuck you right there. Every time I smell you I want to seek you out and make you mine over and over again. I was worried I would scare you with just how much I want you. Goddess I am so turned on by you all the fucking time. I can't concentrate on anything else." He starts sucking at my jaw and working his way down my neck until he meets my mark and brings that into his mouth to suck and nip at it suggestively. I groan out and find myself wrapping my arms around his neck. He grabs one of my legs and pulls it up beside him causing me to pull closer into him as he inhaled up my neck so his breath is at my ear. "I don't want to hurt you so if you tell me to stop I will but I am not holding back anymore. I plan to act out as many of my fantasies as I can right now until neither of us can stand anymore."
"Don't worry about hurting me. I'm not some puny human. I can take it." I say as I jump slightly so I can wrap my legs around has waist. I nip at my mark on his neck and he goes a bit more nuts as he turns us around and throws me on the bed.
"You look so fucking sexy in that suit. It took all my will power not to jump you right there in front of almost the whole pack. Oh my Goddess I would find you irresistible even without the mate bond. You are so hot. I never thought I would be so lucky. I don't want to ruin the suit so please can you take it off? I'm worried I might rip it."
He undressed while I removed my suit. Before my boxer briefs have even hit the floor I am roughly pushed down on the bed and being man handled in a way I never thought Austin would handle me. I'm not going to lie, it was amazing.
"We really should talk."
"LATER!" He growls at me as he pins both my hands above my head and grabs my fully erect and pulsing penis in his hand to start pumping me. He smashed his mouth back on mine and forced his tongue inside like he was starving and I was his first meal. I responded, licking and nipping at his tongue with need, trying to buck up to him while being pinned at my groin and above my head. He kissed and sucked down my neck and my collarbone working his way to my nipples.
As he playing with my nipples with his tongue I became a moaning mess underneath him. He continued to pump my penis while never letting his grip on my hands relax. Without warning, and with strength I didn't realize he had, he moved his hand to my hip and smoothly flipped me over onto my stomach, adjusting his grip on my hands. Spreading my legs with his now unoccupied hand he kissed up and down my spine sending tingles all throughout me.
I heard a pop sound of the lube bottle I did not even realize he had and felt it drip in my crack as he poured some there. I felt his fingers rubbing up and down my crack then one entering me. He pumped it in and out of me while he continued to pepper my back with kisses. Once I was moaning my pleasure again he put a second finger in, scissoring and curling to stretch me and reach for my prostate. He hit my prostate and I bucked my butt up into the air. He slipped his knee under my hips holding my hips slightly higher in the air. Once I was groaning in ecstasy at his fingering again he added a third finger.
When he obviously felt I was ready he let go of my wrists and pulled my hips how he wanted while he moved behind me. He leaned forward and asked "Are you sure you can handle what I want?"
"Yes. I want it all. Whatever you want I can handle it."
With that he thrust into me completely without giving me a chance to adjust. It hurt but it felt so good at the same time. He pounded into me with such need and kept going at such a speed that I didn't even have time to think. Before I even knew what was happening I was clamping down on him and I felt myself cumming so hard it spewed almost into my own panting mouth. I felt him tense and his warm release shot into me as well. He thrust into me a few more times before he was done. He pulled out and leaned over me for a moment.
Thinking we were done I started to roll over and climb off the bed but he grabbed me "Oh I'm not done yet! Not by a long shot!"
He flipped me on my back and that is when I noticed he was fully hard again. He rubbed his cock on mine while staring down at me with glowing, lust filled eyes until I was hard again then placed my legs on either side of his head and rammed into me again, hitting my sweet spot on the first go. He was up fully on his knees looking down on me and it was literally that sexiest thing I had ever seen as he rammed into me over and over again. He grabbed my sensitive cock and pumped it with such vigour while I became a mess below him once again. His one arm thrown across my knees holding my legs flat against his chested as he moved in and out of me over and over again as he picked up his pace.
This time I felt him tense first as he was coming close to his release so I tried to squeeze down on him and he increased his pumping to bring us to climax together. We released our loads at the same time, him purposely directing mine up towards himself so it sprayed on my legs and his chest more then on me.
He moved my legs so they wrapped around his waist but he did not take himself out of me as he pulled me up to kiss me. He nipped at his mark and showed my mark for me to do the same. We were immediately hard again. Locking my ankles around his back with him now hard inside of me again he got out of the bed and walked us into the bathroom and into the shower. He turned it on, checking the temperature, still kissing me all over my face and neck.
Once it was the right temperature he moved us under the stream and place my back against the shower wall. I put my hands on his shower's wall for support as he started thrusting in and out of me again at a much slower pace, kissing me seductively, leaving love bites anywhere he could. He started fucking me with speed as he was reaching his release, hitting my prostate over and over, causing my head to throw back in ecstasy. We both climaxed together again as the water washed my cum off of us while we panted into each other and I held him in weakness.
He placed me on my feet once he had pulled out of me and said "I have more I want to do but that will be good for now."
Holy fuck my mate is an animal!