My thoughts slipped away as my mom entered the room, she looked sad, with tears in her eyes. I looked up to her and opened my mouth to speak, but before i could, my mom hit me with words, words that i would love to be false.
"Your grandmother has cancer, stage three. The doctors don't think she has a lot of time. We're visiting her tomorrow. Please tell your sister when she comes home. I am going sleep. I'm sorry."
I knew, that all she wanted was to go cry and then sleep. Tears quickly formed in my eyes. I ran to my mom and gave her a hug. She started sobbing onto my shoulder. After a few minutes she left me alone, with so many questions. It was around 11pm. Where was my sister?
I laid in my bed and thought of her, my granny. I love her. She would always make us cookies when we came over. I haven't seen her in over a month, since she lives pretty far away.
She would take us on walks and vacations to places we've never been to and she always bought us toys or books. When we were younger, she would look after us. She has a little garden, with roses and other flowers. She has a little place where she plants vegetables. The food she makes with them has always been really tasty. She's the best cook.
I laid in my bed. She'll get better... Right? Yeah... Just don't loose hope. No, she'll most likely die, the doctors said that she might not. I mean i do not understand anything about doctors and shit.
My thoughts stopped and focused on a sound. The sound of the front door opening, then closing. I ran downstairs. I saw eloise. Wait, she wasn't alone?
"She's so fucking drunk! She started lap dancing on some damn stranger!" Ava groaned. She was a bit drunk as well, but nothing could compare to my younger sister. She had a drunk smile, ear to ear.
"The stranger was hot *hiccup* as fuck!" My sister mumbled under her nose. Shit, if mom finds her, she'll be dead!
"Ok. Thanks for bringing her home. But you're not driving, are you?" I muttered at Ava as i looked at Eloise, who was trying to turn the sink upside down so she can drink water from the tap.
"Uhm? My car is here but i guess I'll call aa taxi?" She said. In two days we were going to confront they're boyfriend. I know they like eachother.
" If you want you can stay the night? Or i can drive you to your house." I asked.
'' Hmm..." She looked around the room, thinking." N-no. No need to waste your time on me!"
"Oh, come on! You'll be my sister in law one day! I'll drive you home." I told her. She slowly nodded.
"But with my car? So I don't have to come Tomorrow?" She asked. I nodded.
"But I'm going to make eloise go to bed. She's about to pass out on the sink." I said. Ava smiled and sat on the couch.
I walked to Elly and picked her up. She groaned. While i carried her to her room, i heard light snores. I put her in her bed and left a note with water and some pills for the headache she'll have tomorrow. I wrote:
"Please, when you wake up. Cause i know you will wake up to piss in 4 am, go to my room and knock. I have something to tell you...
With everything but love,
Your gay sis"
I went back downstairs and drove Ava to her house. She was blabbing about some shit while i was driving. Mostly about my sister, it was weird. But i know they'll be together forever.
Skip to later that night
"What?" I heard as Eloise walked in my room.
"Sit down here!" I told her as i patted my bed. She sat next to me.
"So... Grandma has cancer and we're visiting her tomorrow." I sighed.
"But she'll get better?" She questioned.
"I'm afraid not..." She just stood up and walked out of my room. Oh well...
Another skip bitches
My mom yelled my name as i opened my eyes and looked up at her. She stormed off my room and i stood up. I stretched. God i really wanted to sleep. I looked at the time. 6 am??? I've slept two hours? I'm doomed.
I got ready and walked outside, where the car was already started. Only mia and eloise were inside. They were talking. I'm happy that Mia didn't realize how drunk Eloise is. Even now. She's still a bit... Weird.
I got inside, on the right side. Fred was going to be on the middle and eloise- on the left. I think my mom's driving, which leaves Mia on the front seat.
I hope i don't throw up, cause I'm always feeling unwell on longer drives. Fred usually sleeps. It's i think a 2 hour drive?
Finally, my mom and fred show up.They get in. I had my headphones ready, i listen to music, cause it cools me down. God, I'd be dead if there wasn't music lmao.
After ten minutes i got bored of my mom talking about the stupidest shit ever and so, i put my headphones and played my music.
After half an hour fred started laying on my lap. I played with his hair, while i rested my head on the seatbelt. I don't know how i find it comfortable, but i do.
Freddie's legs were on top of els thighs. She acted annoyed, but she loved fred. Billie texted me.
My love<33
Baby
Whatcha doin
Oh
my grandmother has cancer so we're
visiting her
My love<33
What?
I explained the whole thing and we texted a bit more.
Billlll
Ilyyyy
Like a lot
I miss u
Baby?
Bitch where tf are u
My love<33
Shit
Babe sorry but there are fans outside the
hotel so i gotta take pics with them
I love u 2 lovee
I looked up to see we were close to Nana's house. I got excited that I won't throw up... Until...
When we got out of the car and went inside, i immediately went to the toilet. For some reason i just really needed to throw up. I held my hair up and scooted to the toilet. I threw up. I wiped my mouth and drank some water.
"Hi sweetie!" My grandmother murmured. She looked sad, exhausted and mostly ill. She already had her head shaved. Her skin looked soft, like it always did. But that smile of hers, that smile always brights up the room, so when i saw it, i had to smile too. I hugged her. I really missed her.
We talked a lot. But i realised she doesn't know that I'm gay. I think she knew about my mom and mia, but they were acting friendly, not fiancely (idk why i wrote that lmao).
"I have a girlfriend." I muttered while looking at the ground.
"Uh... A friend? I didn't know you had those!" She chuckled. I laughed.
"No, like an actual girlfriend, a partn-" I was going to say, but she had to say something before me.
"I mean, we're all a bit gay. I had a friend, forty years ago. We would kiss a lot. Bit i had to marry your grandpa. And i think she's dead now. Oh, no she's not." Nana told me. My mom started laughing from the other room. I smiled and rolled my eyes.
Why is my whole family gay?
A/n: story time mf... So we're still on vacation and there's a rlly hot girl, which is probably 5-8 years older than me but she's like rlly fucking hot. She has some ugly ass bf. But me and my seven yr sister talked about how pretty she is and even my sis said that she wanted to be her gf... Sooo.....
And this chapter was inspired a lot from my grandmother, whos dead. She died of cancer. And i just remember how soft her skin looks and I'm really sad that I'm starting to forget her...
Thoughts?
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