I love him

I love him it's bad but I do love him, I hate that I do, but I just do. Everyday when I see u can't help but feel something. Like my heart starts to pound. He is so bad for me but I can't help my self. He makes me laugh by his jokes. I can't help but laugh so hard my face turns red and my stomach hurts just laughing really hard. Or how my face starts to hurt by smiling so much cause I'm laughing. I love him, it's bad but I do.😔