I am alive but not living.
If only God can let it go, I wish I bring him back.
So that this Love I have
can take a rest and find it's way back.
The love I lost but never gone.
The pain in my heart that's barely breathing.
The thread in our hands that cut off by God.
Grieving stays,
It never goes away,
It doesn't fade away.
It fcking stay.
It never heal like it's not real,
He's the only thing I ever want.
When I think I found the right one for me--
He's the one who's worth the wait.
Yet you take it away from me.
Dear God,
When will this pain stops?
Why you gave him when it wouldn't last?
Why I am waking up everyday feeling empty?
Like in the midst of abyss.
Like losing eyesight in the middle of daylight?
How will I let go?
How will I let go someone who gave me strength?
How will I find another home ?
How to forget someone who gave me home?
Who makes me feel that I'm home?
This is how I'm dealing without you.
This how I'm breathing without you.
I know someday.. when God permits,
even the world forbid,
We'll meet again.
I'll see you again,
and fall in love again.
You will be home again.
You will be my home again.
