The best months of my life (diary entries)

~Panic on multiple occasions~

Yaz suddenly collapsed and i rushed over worried sick , when i reached her side she was still awake . Trying to get her talking i kept telling her that i loved her and was so happy but i wasn't getting any sort of reaction and i just held her hand trying to stop sobbing when Brooklyn pulled me away hugging me then passing me to Kenji while she tried to figure out why this had happened , Kenji pulled me to a tree away from the others and asked me to join him on this "resting tree" or so he called it . I had no idea what he was talking about but i went and sat next to him anyway , Trying to distract me , he asked me all sorts of questions but i only gave short answers which wasn't getting the conversation anyway , I asked how far to the tunnels and he said that i would have to ask Ben who remembered the map easily and i went too but he said not right now and i reluctantly sat back down worried to bits . Brooklyn came over once gave me a hug saying Yaz was just a bit shocked and her body reacted and i soon went over and hugged her telling her she scared me and she apologised saying she didn't mean too but i told her she didn't have to apologise for anything . And we just kept hugging for what felt like forever however soon Darius suggested we keep going since he heard a roar and felt like we weren't safe so we continued going however i still felt eyes on me but this time looking around i realised it was Brooklyn , shaking it off i just thought it was just her being happy that her bestie was with someone she knew but the more i thought about it i developed more questions one after the other .

what did all of this mean but obviously Yaz realised something was off about me and asked if i was alright , i answered yeah and we continued walking towards the tunnels and the entrance was in the distance . We heard a loud roar again and we all hurried in not taking any chances of being eaten . We all got there and we started getting into the kayaks when Yaz and Brooklyn both tried to get in the same kayak as me and then started arguing and i got out and went over to Kenji's Kayak which he called the CKK / Cool kids kayak and asked wether i could sit in there but he said don't you want to sit with one of the girls and i said at the moment there arguing over who should so what do you think ? and he then called Brooklyn saying come on we called the CKK and dragged Brooklyn over and Yaz sat in the other seat of the kayak i had originally sat in and i went and sat in the other seat and started rowing . Everyone was chatting and i kinda just sat there wanting for everything to stop and rewind to when none of this had happened and i was still asleep but i soon changed my mind when i realised i would never have met these awesome people and gone on this crazy adventure and find the two best people i could ever ask for . I just hoped it stayed that way ! Suddenly we noticed that the tunnels were getting bigger and brighter and we soon found out the reason , bioluminescent algae all over the tunnel walls and then we spotted the dinos on the rock platform and got scared but Darius informed us they were herbivores and wouldn't eat us but they got
in the water and swam over , However it all went wrong the dinos started trying to flip the kayaks over in the water . Everyone held on tight stopping themselves from falling in which might not end well .

After a while of everyone holding on so tight there hands were turning pale , the dinos ran the opposite way and didn't look back and we all started moving when Brooklyn stated that we were moving when there was no rowing and then Kenji realised that there was a current pulling us a different way but it was too late to change and our tries weren't doing anything to change at all . so we went down onto a river all of us happy that nothing had happened but soon kenji gasped which Ben responed saying " What , what that didn't sound like a good gasp "

" I know exactly where we are , we have to get out of here now ,"

Looking around i knew why we had to get out of here  we where on the jurassic world lagoon with the mosasaurs but it was too late i could see it in the water getting ready to strike . Kenji and Brooklyn easily made it over and away from the mosasaurus however it was stalking Ben , Sammy and Darius . I might not like Sammy but i wasn't going to let her die so i headed to the pole climbing up which was really easy since i had been climbing trees since i was little . Yaz was still in the boat telling me she was coming with me but i stood firm telling her to go over to the others and she surprisingly listened but told me to be careful . I stood on this pole looking at how far the mosasaurus was and started banging and making a lot of noise to get it's attention . It took a while but it finally headed away from the others but closer towards me , whispering to myself  i said " shit i didn't think about this " and noticed the rope dangling in-front of me which i grabbed onto while the mosasaurus was trying to get me but i kept dodging its teeth until i slipped a bit . Thinking this was the end i braced myself for impact but i was still holding on to the edge of the rope I swung myself back and fourth using all my muscle strength that i gained while working out which i did on a daily basis , i prepared to jump onto the stands but missed and plunged straight into the water . Thankfully i could swim but i was so exhausted and in a lot of pain . Suddenly , the others started distracting it and i was pulled out quickly by Brooklyn and Kenji however the condition of my leg was a little bad after all the mosasaurus did get me a bit but not enough that it would change my life massively. All it did was cut my leg open , I kept telling everyone i was fine and that all i would get it a wicked scar but everyone didn't believe me . I kept saying thank you but everyone just repeated the same thing , we're a family . i struggled to keep the smile from appearing on my face . Brooklyn asked if i wanted to look how bad my leg was but when she showed me i almost passed out , it looked almost as big as the one on my back that i hadn't told anyone about  that was given to me when i was younger , in fact it was bigger what had the Mosasaurus done to me ? I soon got up walking showing everyone that it didn't hurt when inside i was dying of pain but i wasn't gonna tell anyone that  . I never give up ! Yaz meanwhile had jumped out the boat too fast and had sprained her ankle so she was struggling too which is why i became her walking stick type of thing . We stood around for a bit longer thinking of what to do next Brooklyn had handed me my bag but all the phones were ok but dead and i couldn't find a single outlet for my charger that fit all of our phones i went through it wondering what was in here and i found bandages and snacks upon the dozen there was chocolate , sweets and more but we only had like two each which is when we realised we could get on the monorail which took us to the south dock where the evacuations were happening . 

We headed over too the stairs but as we went to walk we noticed Toro ,the dinosaur Kenji saved Darius from , and we all retreated and one by one someone would go through the middle. and make it up the stairs and wait there and when we all made it up the stairs however Toro tried follow but kept falling and slipping . We got on the monorail getting away from Toro who was roaring loudly . We all took a seat chilling talking about what we would do when we got back and what we did at home and i told the others what i did . I told them i worked out a lot and took swimming classes , but all of a sudden we start hearing banging and the next thing you know we're getting attacked by flying dinosaurs which i cant remember what they were called but when i got up to help i was pushed back down by Brooklyn . I got up anyway and went to the console door which wasn't opening so i looked for another way in and realised the emergency hatch and climbed out unaware by any of the others . I soon walked out and ben came and stood next to me but soon me and ben were grabbed by a bunch of claws me wincing in pain Yaz , Brooklyn and Kenji grabbed me immediately and Darius grabbed Ben soon the dinos gave up and left us holding on to the edge we where being pulled up ben holding me to push himself but i slipped and we both fell however i caught the bottom i tried getting the others attention when i grabbed ben and threw him onto the mono rail into what i assumed to be Darius's Arms while Kenji had been holding onto Bumpy Yaz looked over the edge and realised i was still there but i wasn't in good condition and if i wasn't pulled up now i would lose my grip and fall Yaz held on pulling me while Darius explained we where backwards and Darius said we could jump a little while down the tracks but Everyone was concerned about me so yaz wrapped me up in the portable blanket i kept in my bag and held me like a baby and jumped while the rest followed Yaz hit the bush hard and i felt a whole load of pain near my ribs yaz lied me near a rock and peeled back the blanket and gasped , I had loads of glass all near my ribs , I tried so hard to stay awake but i failed i could hear everybody but i felt dead and alone . Why was this happening ? It was at this moment i realised ben had still fell off the monorail.