Cc's vent

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The next afternoon,just after dinner, CC came into my room asking for help I wasn't sure what he was saying as he was sobbing while saying it so I got him to calm down with some stress reliving things and then I asked him why he was crying? He did not answer...
I asked him if he wanted someone to vent about it to he reluctantly nodded  and then he asked me gently" you wouldn't mind ,would you?" I told that it's my job so of course I don't mind and I gave him a calm smile 😊
That was when he started venting ...

The rest of this story is presented from cc's pov unless the text looks like this then its Y/N speaking

You know I haven't been feeling too good lately I've always just been lingering between life and death  I've tried many way to kill myself but all of them back fired like when I tried to shove my head in Fredbears mouth  but Mike pulled my head out to stop it from happening. Like when  I tried to jump off of a bridge and I landed in the water perfectly. I don't want to live but I also don't want to die I just want to stay between the lines of life and death I hate that I'm acting like this so I've tried cutting myself but as soon as dad found out he hid all of the sharp knifes out of my reach.
So CC can you tell me why you're doing all of this because to me it sounds like you have major Depression with a capital D.
Well really I've been doing it because my family hates me I can tell that and I just think that if my family hates me so much then maybe if I disappeared from life then they wouldn't notice and would live a nicer life than me and have a greater time .. without me.
But CC your family loves you and I should know that because your dad hired me a a counsellor because you was depressed and he knew it and when Mike and liz come to me they always tell me how much they love you and want to protect you and believe me your not the only one in the situation that you are.
Really?
Really
You don't you can't mean that ,right?
Oh but I do CC I really do..

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