your head will collapse, theres nothing in it and you'll ask yourself, where is my mind? where is my mind?
you told me 'think abt it' well i did. now i dont wanna feel a thing anymore.
i wonder how you stay alive when all i do is freeze.
i've said it once, i've said it twice i've said it a thousand fucking times that I'm ok that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind but this has got the best of me and I can't seem to sleep.
how am i meant to express my emotions when im drowned out by hatred.
you cant hear me
im screaming
ive curled up into a ball
left alone in the corner
without anyone paying mind
how am i meant to recover when i can barley remember the last time i ate. the last time i showered or brushed my teeth.
eyeliner wont fix you.
neither will hoping you die before you grow up.
neither will crying in your bed pretending you were dead.
grow up. you cant sit here and simmer in your sadness anymore.
why dont you love me anymore?
was it something i did?
or did you just get bored of my existence.
if im so kind
why do they always leave?
